Just a short hiatus

Earlier today, my parents got my midterm. I'm doing terrible. Their normally straight A student who has been praised from the time he was born suddenly has D's, F's and C's. Specifically in H.Chemistry, a subject under Science which is something I have never struggled with before. When they asked me what's wrong, I repeated that I didn't want to talk about it too many times to count. Finally, my mom said that if I didn't tell her, she'd be forced to take me out of my Honors clases, beause I can't graduate without them. Put simply, I told her that "Everything at home has been so complicated, it's been hard to focus on anything else", and I broke down crying. It's been so hard to focus on much lately, and so hard to get a good nights sleep. Between my bed and a wall, one would find a sleugh of tissues I have yet to clean. Even when I'm walking down halls with friends I can't get rid of the wringing words, such as "You are not gay", and "No one in the family has ever acted like you" that my father screamed at the top of my lung as if I chose to be born this way. Because of this, I'm not sure that I can comfortably rp as much without crying on the keyboard again for reasons that even I'm not sure of.

Well, get your grades up and come on back.

Anastasia Isayev wrote:Well, get your grades up and come on back.

Did you read the whole thing, because it's not about grades.

Ana omg xD Baka.

Dude I'm sorry, I know you didn't choose to be that way. There's nothing wrong with being gay, and grades are stupid anyways. Just make it through highschool and walk your own path, screw anyone who tells you that you arent who you are or that you cant do certain things. We'll be here when you're ready <3

Not entirely no.
But if you need anyone to talk to, you can talk to anyone here and they can offer a kind word or a kind ear.
My apologies for not reading all of it. >.>
But just know that if you need people to talk to, people ARE willing to listen (more intently than I did just now, sorry about that).
Don't deny who or what you are. But also keep in mind the situation you are in. If you need anything, feel free to send me a skype and I'll be able to listen a bit and hopefully offer some words of wisdom.

Again, sorry for not reading it all the way. I feel crummy about that.

I'm sorry to hear about that, Juni. I'm here any time if you'd like to pm me and talk privately. I may not be in the same boat as you, but I really want to help you if I can, so if you ever need someone, I'm always a pm away! And I really hope things go better. Sometimes it is just a little better to step away from everything and try to focus on what's important, and that's you. I don't think there's a soul out there that would be mad for what you decide, but just know there's people who'll always be there to look out for you! <3

Wish you best of luck, if you ever wish to talk to anyone you can always pm me. I'm an open ear that has talked through others about this before. There is nothing wrong with your sexual preference, Good luck!