Commitment issues

It’s come to my conclusion that I am not capable to do anything productive right now. I’ve been trying time and time again again in the last couple weeks doing anything I can to pull myself together and do the posting I need to do, but no matter what I try to do, I can never keep myself in any way shape or form focused on what I’m doing. I have all the time in the world most days, but there is never the focusing fire to post like I used to. It’s been a slow, spiraling thing I’ve noticed getting worse and worse, but I can’t let it get any further at this point. I hate doing this because I feel I let people down who have been waiting on me, and I can’t help but feel upset for making people wait as long as they do for me. So, for the sake of trying to keep this from getting any further than it has, I need to put myself on hiatus while I look into getting myself some kind of help for the number of issues aside from this. I’m extremely sorry to have to do this at all, but at the risk of putting other people at wait any longer, I don’t want me to be the reason they become disinterested or annoyed, should they not already be.

I am deeply sorry to all whom are currently threaded or plotting with my characters: @Sanguine, @Sakura Kisagami, @Aoi, @Lehanna Seraph, @Tabitha.

Should it come to positions, I’d understand if removal is necessary and I won’t be worrying about it. I am just hoping to come back to being better than this. Hopefully sooner than later!

Don't feel too bad. Stuff like this happens and I'm sure everyone will understand. Take care and I hope things work out for you.

Take care of yourself and relax, Gisen. Your well being is more important than trying to push yourself here. I'm sure everyone will understand. I wish you all the best, and hope you come back to us soon. <3

Good luck, Bun! I hope you’re able to feel better and best of luck to you!! Please take care and be safe, will miss you lots ;;

you do what you gotta do. hope you feel better at some point.

Take care, Gisen. Hopefully sooner than later.

All the best, Gisen. Do take care.

Wow dude, take as much time as you need uwu

i'll miss u, kid.

Hey there, popping a little update. Since doing exactly what’s necessary isn’t possible in my area at least from not taking any insurance, I’ve just taken a bit of time to relax and refocus myself. But, in the last I’d say week or so I’ve gotten the itch (and not that kind) to rp, so I thought I would come back slowly, gauge everything and hopefully see if it’s enough time to do so. Little at a time! ^^;

Roger that, Bun! Hope it goes well for you and glad things have been nicer for you lately~

Happy to see you back, even if its only for a bit