You know, I didn't think this would be this hard. I've been here for a while and I know some of you pretty well - most of you - not so much lol. I'm just going to cut to the chase and tell you all that I'm going to be leaving. This is my official farewell.
I could have just decided to never log back on but I can't leave like that. I needed to take a moment and tell you how I felt before I left. It's my closure. This site has helped me through many hard times and has also given me quite a few headaches as well. It's needless to say that I love this place and I was happy when I came back from my hiatus to see it flourishing as it was. I guess this is just one of those cases where it's not you; it's me. This site means a lot to me but I can't deny that I'm just simply not having fun here anymore. Every time I log on, I find myself depressed. I can't post, I just eventually find something else to do and tell myself that I'll post tomorrow.
I can't do it anymore.
I'd rather leave then have people that are counting on me to post just wait and wait on me to maybe post. Part of me is stuck in the past. How fun things were when a lot of other ghosts were here. They aren't coming back and I can't deny it anymore. I guess I just want to apologize for letting anyone down by leaving but I have to do this for me.
For the technical things:
If he wants them, give all my money to Ardere or Infinity Hydra. All my weapons and armor go to Heero. I'm sure he'll make good use of them. As for Alye's whereabouts in character, she is just going to go missing. How ever you want to see it is up to you.
Thank you for always being a place where I could forget about my troubles in real life.
Thank you for helping me grow as a person.
Thank you for making me a better rper.
And thank you for being there for me.
Lastly, Seijin, if you're reading this (which I hope you do), I just want to tell you that I'm sorry.
...Its all I can really say.
If you ever need to reach me, you can contact me via Skype.