Lord Frederick

Grumpy, agitated even hostile sometimes, that is how Frederick currently is best described. Due to a life altering event after his years in the dark guild Savage Skull, he has found himself now in the midst of mages from the legal guild Sabertooth. Which because of his stubbornness and trouble acclimating made him rather agitated all the time. But in all honesty that agitation probably stems from the feeling of abandonment and loneliness, the uncertainty of what to do with his life. Jealousy even when he sees his guild mates enjoying their youth to the fullest, who have a clear goal ahead.

His hostility is greatly intensified by his sometimes conceited and even condescending nature, which naturally developed during his reign as the Savage Skull guild master. A dark guild, that once scorned the lands of Fiore. There you had to be strong, and better then everyone else. Not just in strength but also in social standing. So he had to mold his mind into a cold armor that would look down on the weak, as if they weren't really human.

Yet his time in Savage Skull is just one half of his current problem, the other and probably most important half is the loss of his goals. His life mission. For years, after he lost his fiancee Cecilia, Frederick had traveled all over Earthland in order to find a way to bring her back. This all consuming goal, insanity even, eventually driven him to Savage Skull. 

So when the moment came, that forced him to take another direction in life, when all his personal darkness he engulfed himself with in Savage Skull was left behind. He was once again confronted with the pain and loss he felt the moment he lost Cecilia. Abandonment, loneliness, the fear of always walking on this earth alone. And that together with his guilt that he carried from his wrong doings, made him what he is today. Annoyed, not knowing what do with his life, yet in reality scared for what the future may hold.

In combat however, it seems that Frederick is able to put all his feelings and doubts he has aside, only so that a form of cruelty and bloodlust could arise. Definitely something that kept hanging from his days at Savage Skull.
Not that he would lower himself to torture or anything. It's more the way he deals with threats and problems, he believes the only way to get rid of it is by showing determination and unwavering psyche. Easily crushing enemies without the slightest regards to their life. He even would go so far to hurt a fellow guild mate, if it saves him in the process.
Despite this he does sometimes let some of his leadership qualities reach the surface, as he shows that he could easily asses a situation quickly and adept others to it as well.



His solitude - Because of his issue on how to deal with other people, and because gets easily annoyed by them. He prefers to be alone with his thoughts. Undisturbed, and calm.

Display of his power - It takes him back to the time he could stand firm and reassured. Even though it is momentarily he can let go, and stand powerful as he used to be. This however mostly comes together with his anger.

Reading - Something he always retained even during his time as a dark mage. Books are the gateway to knowledge, and knowledge was what he needed when he searched for a way to bring back his fiancee. But in all honesty, it takes him away from his troubles. To be focussed on his reading only, instead of the thoughts that pester him.

Light/Holy magic - as a dark mage who delved him self into the dark arts. And harnessing the actual element of darkness itself, it's only natural that light magic is something he dislikes. Its elemental power is often stronger then his own.

Youth - Basically any youngster that indulges themselves in comradeship, banter and laughter. Because as mentioned in the description. Dealing with them is painful for him. And well let's be honest he is quite older then them

Flower beds - Any garden that is blooming bountiful is a thorn in his eye. An haunting from his past even. Because back then before he got separated from his love, Cecilia always tended to a garden filled with the most colorful flowers you could imagine.

Redemption - well not so sure redemption maybe, after all he knows that he can't be forgiven for the dark deeds he has done. But he hopes that one day he can at least find some peace for himself.

Something to live for - He himself maybe doesn't know it yet, but deep down Frederick longs once again for something more. A goal to reach, to protect and serve maybe even. Or once again find the love and bond he once shared with Cecilia. Maybe admitting is the first step.

Member of Sabertooth - Just as the former motivation, Frederick doesn't know it yet. Well that might not be true, he knows that he wants to be a part of Sabertooth, a true member. Yet his own stubbornness is in his way. Making it actually difficult for him to admit that.

Shuhei - Even back in Savage Skull there was one man Frederick feared most of all. Shuhei of Blue Pegasus, an honorable guild master that once lost many comrades because of Frederick and his band of dark mages. This has left Frederick fearing the man's retribution, knowing very well that he is equally or maybe even more powerful then himself. And now when he is in Sabertooth he still fears meeting that man, because even though they never seen each other in the flesh. They both know that they would recognize each other in a heartbeat.

Cecilia Dumas - First it was the fear of never seeing her again, to never find a way to bring her back from the dark beyond. But now it is the fear of failing her, that he could never live up to her expectations again. Even though she is long gone, her death still haunts him. Not in the way as before, but that one day he might fall into his own delusions and insanity again. And that would bring shame to her memory.

Redemption - As much as Frederick longs for it in some way, it is also the exact thing he fears. Because finding redemption is coming to terms to what he has done. To face the reality of whom he hurt and who has lost their kin to him and his decisions. No he rather keep putting up a wall around him, and neglect those cropped up issue.

Hey can I just join any guild I want or do I have to apply?

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