Let's Go Again

I'm fully aware of all of the memes and joking around that has circulated about myself coming back, and I know for a fact that I've been one to stimulate such things as well. I've been very ambiguous about it all, and not without good reason. When I left the site, I was somebody with too much or too little free time, fluctuating between my time spent at school and on schoolwork at home. And now, my situation is completely different; I'm a college student--not a high school student anymore--with a part time job to work. As you might imagine, my free time is very limited. And I barely have time to even play video games and enjoy them; which is a huge shocker, since they're my primary source of entertainment.

And I know for a fact that I said I didn't have any intentions of returning; all of my motivation for my character died because I wrote him into a corner. And he's dead. However... that's not to say that my character has completely been erased from my mind. Unfortunately (or fortunately), even after I left I still had some ideas and ways to improve him. When I said all of my creative essence for characters went into him, I MEANT it, and it's still applicable. In other words: I miss Deniel. I miss playing and writing as him a lot.

So... I face a dilemma. Do I come back, or do I not? On the one hand I'm super busy with almost no free time to myself, between a job and a ton of college work. And I left my rank and status behind. On the other hand, I like the people here; I let go a lot of opportunities, and the creativity for Deniel still exists somewhere in my little imagination.

And so... with the Fall Quarter over, I decided to give it a try once again. And yes, I'm being serious this time; I've got no idea what the future is in front of me, and in spite of how much I regretted getting to H rank, I'm going to try and go above and beyond this time. But I'll probably try and make more friends along the way this time. I don't know how my activity will be after his coming Christmas, but for now... I'll see how this goes.

So to everybody--my friends and those I don't know--I'm back. For real this time. And let's go again!