Hiatus: Henlo, bbies

Hi, everyone! I am having a very hard time. I’m constantly having to ward off negative thoughts, and it’s really a struggle. As I get older everything seems to pale and I get so much sadder than I ever thought possible. My sleep patterns have never been the greatest, I spend nights fighting urges that I cant afford to follow through with because I have so much happening and people depending on me. I love them and they love me. I’ve been dealing with this for a very long time.

I cry daily, like, every morning and every night when I’m alone because I don’t want my mother or brother seeing me like that. But I think my family is picking up on it and they’ve been very supportive which is helping me a great deal. I’m sorry for getting very personal there, but wanted to mention this last bit so as confirm I am getting the help I need and there’s no need to really worry.

With all that being said, I will be around because distraction is good. I just don’t want to feel the pressure of posting until I’m feeling this sadness a little less intensely. I hope that’s ok. :) I want to take a hiatus from posting until March 11, 2021.

Wow.
All the best with life. May the depression fade away. I know how it feels.
Take care of yourself, Vera Walden.

Hang in there, we’re here for you, if you ever wanna chat you know where to find us, take care we love you so much Vera!

I pray for your wellbeing, habibi ;w;

*insert gif of cat giving rat hugs*