Khadim

Khadim wrote:Name: Khadim
Gender: Male
Age: 17
Birthday: 10-24
Sexuality: TBD
Special Characteristics: Khadim has a third eye located in the middle of his forehead and all three of his eyes seem to be otherworldly, not appearing like natural human eyes.

Personality: Khadim is a prisoner in his own body and, understandably feels hopeless. Life has become a chore with no meaning nor good points. He looks forward to nothing, sure that all the good things that may come his way will only be taken away from him. He can watch as his body goes through life, but is unable to exert any control over his own body. Due to this, the young man has turned towards his own imagination. Khadim never even wanted to be a mage, but he's been forced to become one, even joining a guild. Despite his fantasies, he's so far gone that he believes death may be his only shot at freedom. (Personality needs to be at least 300 words.)

Likes:

• Running - Even something as mundane as running brings a little bit of joy to Khadim, though he doesn't want to run for his life or long distances.
  
• Hunger - Admittedly, Khadim likes hunger because he knows that it is a feeling from his body to him and reminds him that he's real and alive.
  
• Imagination - Feeling like a visitor in his own body, Khadim has lots of spare time to imagine a different world and a different set of circumstances for himself.
  

Dislikes:

• Curses and Gods - Being cursed by a group of gods since infancy, Khadim has grown to strongly dislike curses and gods.
  
• Weakness - Khadim doesn't dislike physically or magically weak people, but he has grown to dislike character weaknesses, such as pride and greed.
  
• Cowardice - Khadim has fought for control of his body all his life and almost always loss, but he's never lacked the courage to fight. For this reason, seeing others lack courage really irks Khadim.
  

Motivations:

• Freedom - Khadim wants to be free of the Pantheon in his head and the curse that holds them there, though he has no idea how to work towards that goal.
  
• Friends - Khadim hopes to make friends, beings outside of himself that he can develop an even and mutual relationship with.
  
• Experience - Khadim has observed his body experience much of life, but he hasn't personally experienced it himself, so he wants to experience things.
  

Fears:

• Pantheon - Khadim fears that the Pantheon in control of his body will use it to hurt people.
  
• Choices - A subconscious fear, Khadim has never really been able to make his own choices and will find that making choices is harder than it looks.
  
• Bugs - Bugs scare Khadim. (Needs to be a full sentence.)
  

General Appearance

Height: 5'9"
Weight: 154 lbs.
Hair Color: Blonde
Eye Color: Changes, but often white
Skin Tone: Dark

Appearance:

Guild: Luminous Rose
Tattoo: left hip
Tattoo Color: black

Faction: N/A
Faction Chapter: N/A

Khadim wrote:General
Name: Khadim
Gender: Male
Age: 17
Birthday: 10-24
Sexuality: TBD
Special Characteristics: Khadim has a third eye located in the middle of his forehead and all three of his eyes seem to be otherworldly, not appearing like natural human eyes.

Personality: Khadim is a prisoner in his own body and, understandably, feels hopeless. He can watch as his body goes through life completely under the control of his captors, but is unable to exert any control over his own body. If his captors would allow him to participate and have a say in how things went, like a partnership rather than ignoring his thoughts and opinions, Khadim would feel more like an active participant in his life. But because he doesn't have a say nor get to experience any of life's usually joyous activities, Khadim feels like life has become a chore with no meaning nor good points. He no longer looks forward to things, because he is sure that any good things that may come his way would only be taken away from him. Due to this captivity, the young man has turned towards his own imagination: creating worlds of unique creatures and the heroes who defeat them. Interestingly, Khadim acts more as a narrator in these fantasies than the protagonist as most would usually do. Khadim believes that his only chance at being free is through death which is why Khadim's hopelessness has lead the young man to develop what could be described as suicidal tendencies. He has, on one occasion, tried to kill himself, but was thwarted by his captor retaking control of his body. Naturally, Khadim can only interact with his captors meaning the young man is quite lonely. His desire to make friends, however, has died as his hope has slowly drained from him as he's gotten older. If Khadim were to ever somehow get free of his captors, he has vowed to never allow another being to take control of his again. For the man, this doesn't just mean physically, but also allowing people to sway or impact his decisions in anyway.

Likes

• Running - Even something as mundane as running brings a little bit of joy to Khadim, though he doesn't want to run for his life or long distances.
  
• Hunger - Admittedly, Khadim likes hunger because he knows that it is a feeling from his body to him and reminds him that he's real and alive.
  
• Imagination - Feeling like a visitor in his own body, Khadim has lots of spare time to imagine a different world and a different set of circumstances for himself.
  

Dislikes

• Curses and Gods - Being cursed by a group of gods since infancy, Khadim has grown to strongly dislike curses and gods.
  
• Weakness - Khadim doesn't dislike physically or magically weak people, but he has grown to dislike character weaknesses, such as pride and greed.
  
• Cowardice - Khadim has fought for control of his body all his life and almost always loss, but he's never lacked the courage to fight. For this reason, seeing others lack courage really irks Khadim.
  

Motivations

• Freedom - Khadim wants to be free of the Pantheon in his head and the curse that holds them there, though he has no idea how to work towards that goal.
  
• Friends - Khadim hopes to make friends, beings outside of himself that he can develop an even and mutual relationship with.
  
• Experience - Khadim has observed his body experience much of life, but he hasn't personally experienced it himself, so he wants to experience things.
  

Fears

• Lack of Control - Khadim fears that the captors in control of his body will never return his body to him forcing him to just observe as his life passes him by.
  
• Choices - A subconscious fear, Khadim has never really been able to make his own choices and will find that making choices is harder than it looks.
  
• Mortality - Every day that Khadim doesn't have his body is another day that he will never get back due to his own mortality and aging.
  

Appearance
Height: 5'9"
Weight: 154 lbs.
Hair Color: Blonde
Eye Color: Changes, but often white
Skin Tone: Dark

Appearance:

Guild: Luminous Rose
Tattoo: left hip
Tattoo Color: black

Faction: N/A
Faction Chapter: N/A

Khadim wrote:General
Name: Khadim
Gender: Male
Age: 17
Birthday: 10-24
Sexuality: TBD
Special Characteristics: Khadim has a third eye located in the middle of his forehead and all three of his eyes seem to be otherworldly, not appearing like natural human eyes.

Personality: Khadim is a prisoner in his own body and, understandably, feels hopeless. He can watch as his body goes through life completely under the control of his captors, but is unable to exert any control over his own body. If his captors would allow him to participate and have a say in how things went, like a partnership rather than ignoring his thoughts and opinions, Khadim would feel more like an active participant in his life. But because he doesn't have a say nor get to experience any of life's usually joyous activities, Khadim feels like life has become a chore with no meaning nor good points. He no longer looks forward to things, because he is sure that any good things that may come his way would only be taken away from him. Due to this captivity, the young man has turned towards his own imagination: creating worlds of unique creatures and the heroes who defeat them. Interestingly, Khadim acts more as a narrator in these fantasies than the protagonist as most would usually do. Khadim believes that his only chance at being free is through death which is why Khadim's hopelessness has lead the young man to develop what could be described as suicidal tendencies. He has, on one occasion, tried to kill himself, but was thwarted by his captor retaking control of his body. Naturally, Khadim can only interact with his captors meaning the young man is quite lonely. His desire to make friends, however, has died as his hope has slowly drained from him as he's gotten older. If Khadim were to ever somehow get free of his captors, he has vowed to never allow another being to take control of his again. For the man, this doesn't just mean physically, but also allowing people to sway or impact his decisions in anyway.

Likes

• Running - Even something as mundane as running brings a little bit of joy to Khadim, though he doesn't want to run for his life or long distances.
  
• Hunger - Admittedly, Khadim likes hunger because he knows that it is a feeling from his body to him and reminds him that he's real and alive.
  
• Imagination - Feeling like a visitor in his own body, Khadim has lots of spare time to imagine a different world and a different set of circumstances for himself.
  

Dislikes

• Curses and Gods - Being cursed by a group of gods since infancy, Khadim has grown to strongly dislike curses and gods.
  
• Weakness - Khadim doesn't dislike physically or magically weak people, but he has grown to dislike character weaknesses, such as pride and greed.
  
• Cowardice - Khadim has fought for control of his body all his life and almost always loss, but he's never lacked the courage to fight. For this reason, seeing others lack courage really irks Khadim.
  

Motivations

• Freedom - Khadim wants to be free of the Pantheon in his head and the curse that holds them there, though he has no idea how to work towards that goal.
  
• Friends - Khadim hopes to make friends, beings outside of himself that he can develop an even and mutual relationship with.
  
• Experience - Khadim has observed his body experience much of life, but he hasn't personally experienced it himself, so he wants to experience things.
  

Fears

• Lack of Control - Khadim fears that the captors in control of his body will never return his body to him forcing him to just observe as his life passes him by.
  
• Choices - A subconscious fear, Khadim has never really been able to make his own choices and will find that making choices is harder than it looks.
  
• Mortality - Every day that Khadim doesn't have his body is another day that he will never get back due to his own mortality and aging.
  

Appearance
Height: 5'9"
Weight: 154 lbs.
Hair Color: Blonde
Eye Color: Changes, but often white
Skin Tone: Dark

Appearance:

Guild: Luminous Rose
Tattoo: left hip
Tattoo Color: black

Faction: N/A
Faction Chapter: N/A