Birthday: December 4
Special Characteristics: He is a literal wolf man, with the tail, snout, ears, and fur.
Not much could be discerned from Fitz’s silent nature, but his reluctance to speak of his past shows how much he wanted to forget of it. His mysterious past has made him an enigma to most of the people he met along the way, without having much success peering through his history. Regardless of his sullen behavior, his dedication to his duties is unparalleled, and his loyalty to his guild and friends is unmatched. This may make him more trustworthy among his peers, but regardless of how close they got to him, they will never know who he really is Perhaps, this loyalty has grown to naivety, and could have been the reason he wanted to forget his past.
Underneath his sullen demeanor is a man who has known how to kill without question - a beast capable of killing. This isn't to say he that he chose to, but someone or something was controlling his thoughts. This side of him he never lets it be known to others. He is successful in keeping his feelings to himself, and despite being trusted, he cannot trust others of his personal life, afraid that they might think differently of him. He is mournful of the life lost, and he has made it his duty to protect those he holds dear, and through his own sacrifice, maybe, just maybe, he will be able to save people. This self sacrifice is reflected on the magic he uses, using his own life force to support his allies. This trait of his serves as an act of penance and punishment for his past.
He is cooperative with his team mates when they get down to business, and his bravery to face the dangers in the front lines grant his teammates clemency from the dangers that may befall. He isn't fazed or worried about hurting himself for the sake of his team. It is something that he is used to - punishing himself daily as penance for his past sins. However his cooperation does not mean obedience, however. For the most part, he might be unwilling to cooperate for some other reason, mostly because some problems may be approached differently or that he knows the plan will go awry. Regardless, he is still a mage loyal to the guild he is in.
One thing he will never do is to kill living beings, and seeing them die in someone else’s hands, either by his team mate or an enemy, makes him feel nauseous and, in certain cases, make him go insane, unleashing the beast inside him. However, he can't help it if his guild needs someone eradicated, like forces of evil whose goal is to tip the balance of life and death or those who aspires for catastrophic destruction. He may not be able to lay a finger on them due to his personal values, but his comrades can.
He appreciates most kinds of music, with a preference for vibrant pop music and calming classical. He believes that music soothes his soul, and that he can express himself through it, which inspired him to take up music magic in the first place.
♪ Tranquil Places
One would most likely find him in the most peaceful of places like lakes or forests where only the sound of birds chirping and leaves whistling can be heard. This gives him respite from the outside world.
♪ The feeling of wind brushing off his fur
It feels soothing for him, and grants him a semblance of calmness. The same cannot be said for artificially created wind, however. For example, wind currents caused by magic or supernatural abilities.
♪ Laying down
Whenever he's off duty, or is taking a break, he likes to lie down and reflect on himself, and allows him to think of everything. He prefers lying down on grass rather than metal.
This type of music makes him feel alive whenever he feels down. EDM has had an influence on what kind of music magic he's going to take.
♪ Corpses and Blood
Seeing the empty husks of creatures unnerve him because of his past, and what unnerves him even more is the sight of blood. He isn't too keen on being around dead creatures as it reminded him of his past, even more so at the sight of his dead comrades.
This one's a given for most people, most especially Fitzgerald. He absolutely hates noise due to his wolven features which allowed him to hear better in his surroundings. He also hates it because it's chaotic without any semblance of order.
♪ Being unable to hurt himself
He believes it to be his act of penance and as punishment for his misdeeds in the past that resulted to the death of an entire bloodline. Restricting his ability to inflict pain on himself through his magic for a day is off putting for him.
He could not enjoy some sweets due to their caffeine content coming from chocolates both because of his wolf features and because he got sick from eating one in the past.
♪ Being pestered
He doesn't like it when people press him for his past that he sorely wants to forget. He avoids them as much as possible, and he is afraid of what he might do if he's pressed even further.
♪ A Heroic Death
Previously responsible for the genocide of an entire bloodline, he walks around Earthland in search of a new purpose in life. Though he wanted to atone for his sins in the past, his promise to the last heir inspired him to live on, saying that it wasn't his fault. He believes that only a true heroic death will release him from his suffering.
♪ To Protect Life
Especially when it comes to human life. He wanted them to keep living on their lives, and with the help of fellow comrades, he can prevent innocent people from dying. He wasn't able to protect his victims from himself, so in a way, this also acts as his penance for his misdeeds.
♪ To Keep Making Music
Music has saved him more than once, and it allowed him to find himself and keep himself locked into rhythm; in order. This hobby evolved to profession, and this profession has inspired him to create his own magic. Just as it has helped him, he seeks to spread his own creation that it may save people just as it saved him.
♪ Failure to Protect
He can't stand it when his teammate's very own lives are at risk. He is afraid that he won't be able to save them, just as he couldn't save his victims from himself in the past.
♪ To Become a Beast Once More
He murdered an entire bloodline in his hands and, though it wasn't his fault he couldn't control himself, he is partly to blame for their deaths. He is afraid that the untamed beast within him might stir once more, and that the same incident might happen anywhere. He is most especially afraid of this happening in heavily populated areas, and has since then made an effort not to go there too much.
Most of all, he is afraid of killing, even if he's tasked in culling down hordes of enemies or out of self defense. He is afraid that his unchecked bloodlust might stir, serving as a catalyst for his inner beast's revival.
Weight: 321 lbs.
Hair Color: Yellow
Eye Color: Blue
Skin Tone: Light (When fur is shaved off)
Appearance: Fitzgerald takes on the appearance of a humanoid wolf with blue fur and white underbelly, and includes a fluffy tail. Flame-like are visible under his azure colored eyes. His eyebrows are thick and are white in color, and two rings are pierced on his left wolf ear. His hair runs down to his neck and has a mohawk hair style. He is big and he is built, his body comparable to a bodybuilder with big biceps, broad shoulders, large firm pecs, and has visible abs. He wears a black coat with white trim over a white buttoned shirt, the upper part left open to reveal his pectorals. He sports a pair of black pants with a silver chain connecting two belt loops on his left, and wears a pair of black leather shoes. He looks dignified overall.
In some cases, he wears a spiked colar and a white tank top under black leather sleeveless vest for his top. A silver necklace hangs around his his neck with an ornate cross pendant. He sports a pair of black pants with a black belt to secure it around his waist, and his ornate buckle is made of silver. A pair of black boots complete his look into something of a DJ, in contrast to the clean look of the aforementioned attire.
What's common in both these outfits is that he wears a pair of black shades with a silver frame to conceal his sapphire blue irises, and underneath all those clothing, a length of rope is wrapped around him like something you'd see in BDSM erotica, and the reason why he wears such piece of 'accessory' is meant to symbolize himself to be bound to the past. That, and to prevent his inner beast from ever going rampant, preventing the same incident from happening ever again.
Guild: Meliora Vitae
Tattoo: Right Shoudler
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