Rowan Miles

Jaydin Spero wrote:

Name: Rowan Miles
Gender: Male
Age: 29
Birthday: Sept 13
Sexuality: Bi
Special Characteristics: He has a couple scars across his body from previous battles.

Personality:

Rowan is unstable. While he tries his best to be at the top of his game and to mind others, there are times when he snaps. In the past Rowan was known for his participation in cooperation with dark guilds, finding pleasure in other peoples' demise. But after sometime he realized that he was no longer feeling the accomplishment nor the pleasure of completing a kill. He had been hot headed and hard to control which likely made him several enemies.

However, now Rowan does his best to keep himself in check, knowing that right now what he needs is not enemies but allies. Though sometimes he struggles to keep his emotions in check. His inability to completely control his emotion often causes Rowan to relapse into his previous ways and he might likely threaten the person who caused this or even get violent with them.

Despite this he does his best to help others, seeing other people trying to change their lives for the better he knows the struggle and he wants them to be able to make it. He is surprisingly sympathetic and empathetic which is why when he sees people who are treating other like they are less than his anger will often spike.

He does his best but sometimes it just doesn't work out that way.

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In terms of battle it all depends in what state of mind he is in. If he is in control of his emotions or if he is trying to help someone else stay in control Rowan does his best to listen and go along with the designated plan. However, if he is off his edge all hell reigns loose. Rowan becomes uncontrollable and it can likely end in deaths of both allies and enemies. It is only after battle that Rowan will fall into relapse of what he has done and he will begin to curse at himself for falling back into his old habits.

Rowan tends to be a strategist, he doesn't like going into a battle without a plan. He likes to be able to gather information about what he is up against before a fight and it will often lead him into sneaking or stalking around the enemy in hopes of getting information. He is very good at it.

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Likes:

* Alcohol when he is beginning to lose it will help calm his mind and will relieve him of the emotions he was facing. *
* Weapons to Rowan are a man's best friend. There are so many different types with all different purposes. *
* Breezes to Rowan remind him of change and things are always moving along. That nothing is permanent and he it able to control his own path. *

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Dislikes:

* Messes are something that he can't stand. Be organized so that you can find things. *
* Heat means being sticky and sweaty and there's nothing more annoying than being sticky and sweaty. *
* People who think that they are better than others always rubs Rowan the wrong way we are all human and we are all trying our best, so what gives you the right to judge someone else.*

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Motivations:

* He wants to be a better person. After realizing he was getting no satisfaction from killing people for fun he wanted to see what else he could do instead. *
*He wants to be able to help others that are in the same situation of realizing that they no longer want to be seen as dark or evil. *
*Finding a place to belong as he realizes that there are people who wont accept him for what he's done in the past. *

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Fears:

* The fact that he will never be able to change. *
* That people will always find him terrifying for what he did in the past. *
* That he will will find pleasure in killing again and go back to his old ways. *

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General Appearance

Height: 6'2"
Weight: 170lbs
Hair Color: Black with a white tuff in the front sometimes.
Eye Color: Blue
Skin Tone: Peachy and a little on the paler end, but still with an undertone of olive.
Appearance:

Appearance:

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Guild: Guildess
Tattoo: It would be on his chest, left side
Tattoo Color: Dark Red

Rowan Miles wrote:

Name: Rowan Miles
Gender: Male
Age: 29
Birthday: Sept 13
Sexuality: Bi
Special Characteristics: He has a couple scars across his body from previous battles.

Personality:

Rowan is unstable. While he tries his best to be at the top of his game and to mind others, there are times when he snaps. In the past Rowan was known for his participation in cooperation with dark guilds, finding pleasure in other peoples' demise. But after sometime he realized that he was no longer feeling the accomplishment nor the pleasure of completing a kill. He had been hot headed and hard to control which likely made him several enemies.

However, now Rowan does his best to keep himself in check, knowing that right now what he needs is not enemies but allies. Though sometimes he struggles to keep his emotions in check. His inability to completely control his emotion often causes Rowan to relapse into his previous ways and he might likely threaten the person who caused this or even get violent with them.

Despite this he does his best to help others, seeing other people trying to change their lives for the better he knows the struggle and he wants them to be able to make it. He is surprisingly sympathetic and empathetic which is why when he sees people who are treating other like they are less than his anger will often spike.

He does his best but sometimes it just doesn't work out that way.

-*-

In terms of battle it all depends in what state of mind he is in. If he is in control of his emotions or if he is trying to help someone else stay in control Rowan does his best to listen and go along with the designated plan. However, if he is off his edge all hell reigns loose. Rowan becomes uncontrollable and it can likely end in deaths of both allies and enemies. It is only after battle that Rowan will fall into relapse of what he has done and he will begin to curse at himself for falling back into his old habits.

Rowan tends to be a strategist, he doesn't like going into a battle without a plan. He likes to be able to gather information about what he is up against before a fight and it will often lead him into sneaking or stalking around the enemy in hopes of getting information. He is very good at it.

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Likes:

* Alcohol when he is beginning to lose it will help calm his mind and will relieve him of the emotions he was facing. *
* Weapons to Rowan are a man's best friend. There are so many different types with all different purposes. *
* Breezes to Rowan remind him of change and things are always moving along. That nothing is permanent and he it able to control his own path. *

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Dislikes:

* Messes are something that he can't stand. Be organized so that you can find things. *
* Heat means being sticky and sweaty and there's nothing more annoying than being sticky and sweaty. *
* People who think that they are better than others always rubs Rowan the wrong way we are all human and we are all trying our best, so what gives you the right to judge someone else.*

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Motivations:

* He wants to be a better person. After realizing he was getting no satisfaction from killing people for fun he wanted to see what else he could do instead. *
*He wants to be able to help others that are in the same situation of realizing that they no longer want to be seen as dark or evil. *
*Finding a place to belong as he realizes that there are people who wont accept him for what he's done in the past. *

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Fears:

* The fact that he will never be able to change. *
* That people will always find him terrifying for what he did in the past. *
* That he will will find pleasure in killing again and go back to his old ways. *

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General Appearance

Height: 6'2"
Weight: 170lbs
Hair Color: Black with a white tuff in the front sometimes.
Eye Color: Blue
Skin Tone: Peachy and a little on the paler end, but still with an undertone of olive.
Appearance:

Appearance:

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Guild: Guildess
Tattoo: It would be on his chest, left side
Tattoo Color: Dark Red