Bliss. S. Renita

BlissfulSerenity wrote:Name: Bliss Xuecia
Gender: Female
Age: 18
Birthday:05/14
Sexuality: Bisexual
Special Characteristics: Bliss has a tattoo depicting a swirling black hole on her stomach

Personality:Bliss has always felt like her existence somehow is different from others around her, so much in fact that the gap she feels intrudes into her basic conversations making her socially awkward when around others. It's not so much that she hates people or wants to stay away from them but rather she feels inferior to them in a way she can't explain and it's that inferiority that makes her want to keep her distance so they don't notice how she feels.

Despite trying to maintain a certain distance from others Bliss actively tries to help those around her and doesn't mind doing things for others because it makes her feel a bit more useful and less inferior to those around her, it's because of this that she seems kind but inwardly it's only an act of self satisfaction disguised as such. Bliss being who she is tends to see everyone close to her in a much better light then she sees herself garnishing those around her with much more respect then she usually gives herself at any point and will usually refer to them as her senior to uphold that respect.

All things considered Bliss mental strength isn't weak by any means, she doesn't fold when in the presence of danger. Because of personality of feeling rather inferior to others she always tries her best to become a better version of herself rather it be in battle or on a mission, much like her kindness this is more so an act of self satisfaction as she simply refuses to allow herself to accept that she is inferior to others despite always thinking so. Perhaps because she has seen it many times or because of her inner loneliness Bliss is a hopeful yet somewhat picky romantic, often trying to discover a romantic partner just for her that she doesn't feel inferior to and can consider her equal that feels the empty space that she feels within herself.

Likes:

• Helping Others - Bliss likes helping others not only for the sake of helping others but being useful in general, through this act she feels a bit less inferior to others by being helpful to them instead.
  
• Romance - Despite not being in a relationship herself and only ever observing the phenomenon of love through books and the people she has seen pass her by Bliss is a hopeful romantic, the idea of being loved and loving someone equally without the fear of inadequacy is what she desires.  
  
• Determination - As someone who always feels inferior to others and inadequate in some way despite always trying her best to improve herself Bliss can recognize someone else who is also trying their best and likes the raw power in the determination to do or change something.
  

Dislikes:

• Feeling Inferior - Bliss always has this feeling, it's like something that is hidden under the surface of her emotions but is almost palatable in every situation. The illogical feel that she will never amount to those around her.
  
• Giving Up - Bliss is not a quitter, no matter how she feels she has never quit on anything she has ever started or something she thinks is precious to her, she can't stand to she herself give up nor can see stand it in others who she considers to be better than herself.
  
• Ridicule - Out of all things Bliss cannot stand, the act of ridiculing another to make yourself feel better is the highest pet peeve. She absolutely refuses to put another down in order to put herself up, to her it's an act that tarnishes the hardships and happy times a person has gone through to get to the point they are at now.
  

Motivations:

• Inferiority Complex - Although it is also Bliss greatest fear it is also her motivator, the loathsome feeling of being inferiority to others is one she hates the most. To that end she does her best to be useful and good companion to others so she doesn't have to carry that feeling anymore.
  
• Leading Example - As someone who knows how it feels to not match up to others and the overwhelming feeling of feeling unimportant Bliss does her best not for her own sake but to inspire hope in others that it's not a feeling they have to accept.
  
• Self-Betterment - At the end of the day rather it's because she feels inferior to others or not Bliss wants to change who she is so that one day she can look back and feel proud that she didn't just let the world pass her by and took a firm grasp on it and didn't let go.
  

Fears:

• Permeant Inferiority - It's her motivator but the fear of never being able to match up to those around you is still a feeling that sometimes feel like it cripples Bliss and can cripple her at any given moment.
  
• Giving up - Bliss feels like if she ever gave up she wouldn't be able to bounce back from it and the feeling of knowing you can't do something will follow her forever.
  
• Disappointing - It's bad enough she feels inferior to others, but the act of trying to help someone and then disappointing them because she wasn't good enough is something she really tries not to think about because it scares the pants off of her.
  

General Appearance

Height: 5'3
Weight: 121 Pounds
Hair Color: Silver
Eye Color: Light Purple
Skin Tone: Slightly tanned but white
Appearance:

Guild: Sabretooth
Tattoo: Right Hand
Tattoo Color: Yellow

BlissfulSerenity wrote:Name: Bliss Xuecia
Gender: Female
Age: 18
Birthday:05/14
Sexuality: Bisexual
Special Characteristics: Bliss has a tattoo depicting a swirling black hole on her stomach

Personality:Bliss has always felt like her existence somehow is different from others around her, so much in fact that the gap she feels intrudes into her basic conversations making her socially awkward when around others. It's not so much that she hates people or wants to stay away from them but rather she feels inferior to them in a way she can't explain and it's that inferiority that makes her want to keep her distance so they don't notice how she feels.

Despite trying to maintain a certain distance from others Bliss actively tries to help those around her and doesn't mind doing things for others because it makes her feel a bit more useful and less inferior to those around her, it's because of this that she seems kind but inwardly it's only an act of self satisfaction disguised as such. Bliss being who she is tends to see everyone close to her in a much better light then she sees herself garnishing those around her with much more respect then she usually gives herself at any point and will usually refer to them as her senior to uphold that respect.

All things considered Bliss mental strength isn't weak by any means, she doesn't fold when in the presence of danger. Because of personality of feeling rather inferior to others she always tries her best to become a better version of herself rather it be in battle or on a mission, much like her kindness this is more so an act of self satisfaction as she simply refuses to allow herself to accept that she is inferior to others despite always thinking so. Perhaps because she has seen it many times or because of her inner loneliness Bliss is a hopeful yet somewhat picky romantic, often trying to discover a romantic partner just for her that she doesn't feel inferior to and can consider her equal that feels the empty space that she feels within herself.

Likes:

• Helping Others - Bliss likes helping others not only for the sake of helping others but being useful in general, through this act she feels a bit less inferior to others by being helpful to them instead.
  
• Romance - Despite not being in a relationship herself and only ever observing the phenomenon of love through books and the people she has seen pass her by Bliss is a hopeful romantic, the idea of being loved and loving someone equally without the fear of inadequacy is what she desires.  
  
• Determination - As someone who always feels inferior to others and inadequate in some way despite always trying her best to improve herself Bliss can recognize someone else who is also trying their best and likes the raw power in the determination to do or change something.
  

Dislikes:

• Feeling Inferior - Bliss always has this feeling, it's like something that is hidden under the surface of her emotions but is almost palatable in every situation. The illogical feel that she will never amount to those around her.
  
• Giving Up - Bliss is not a quitter, no matter how she feels she has never quit on anything she has ever started or something she thinks is precious to her, she can't stand to she herself give up nor can see stand it in others who she considers to be better than herself.
  
• Ridicule - Out of all things Bliss cannot stand, the act of ridiculing another to make yourself feel better is the highest pet peeve. She absolutely refuses to put another down in order to put herself up, to her it's an act that tarnishes the hardships and happy times a person has gone through to get to the point they are at now.
  

Motivations:

• Inferiority Complex - Although it is also Bliss greatest fear it is also her motivator, the loathsome feeling of being inferiority to others is one she hates the most. To that end she does her best to be useful and good companion to others so she doesn't have to carry that feeling anymore.
  
• Leading Example - As someone who knows how it feels to not match up to others and the overwhelming feeling of feeling unimportant Bliss does her best not for her own sake but to inspire hope in others that it's not a feeling they have to accept.
  
• Self-Betterment - At the end of the day rather it's because she feels inferior to others or not Bliss wants to change who she is so that one day she can look back and feel proud that she didn't just let the world pass her by and took a firm grasp on it and didn't let go.
  

Fears:

• Permeant Inferiority - It's her motivator but the fear of never being able to match up to those around you is still a feeling that sometimes feel like it cripples Bliss and can cripple her at any given moment.
  
• Giving up - Bliss feels like if she ever gave up she wouldn't be able to bounce back from it and the feeling of knowing you can't do something will follow her forever.
  
• Disappointing - It's bad enough she feels inferior to others, but the act of trying to help someone and then disappointing them because she wasn't good enough is something she really tries not to think about because it scares the pants off of her.
  

General Appearance

Height: 5'3
Weight: 121 Pounds
Hair Color: Silver
Eye Color: Light Purple
Skin Tone: Slightly tanned but white
Appearance: Bliss is a small girl being literally small in addition to not much body fat in even the places she should have some more. Although unseen she has a black tattoo marking of a swirling pitch blackhole centered onto of her stomach that highly counters her lightly tanned skin. Bliss can usually always be found wearing her hair up in a half ponytail that is kept together by a slightly dark purple ribbon that matches her purple and black mixed color nails, for clothing she wears a similar dark purple shoulder less dress that stop just short of her knee's and is shown to have a black underside, this dress is combined with a black jacket that keeps her chest area unrestricted and splits down the middle showing a small part of her neck area. Her shoes are quite ordinary just being black sneakers.

Guild: Sabretooth
Tattoo: Right Hand
Tattoo Color: Yellow

BlissfulSerenity wrote:Name: Bliss Xuecia
Gender: Female
Age: 18
Birthday:05/14
Sexuality: Bisexual
Special Characteristics: Bliss has a tattoo depicting a swirling black hole on her stomach

Personality:Bliss has always felt like her existence somehow is different from others around her, so much in fact that the gap she feels intrudes into her basic conversations making her socially awkward when around others. It's not so much that she hates people or wants to stay away from them but rather she feels inferior to them in a way she can't explain and it's that inferiority that makes her want to keep her distance so they don't notice how she feels.

Despite trying to maintain a certain distance from others Bliss actively tries to help those around her and doesn't mind doing things for others because it makes her feel a bit more useful and less inferior to those around her, it's because of this that she seems kind but inwardly it's only an act of self satisfaction disguised as such. Bliss being who she is tends to see everyone close to her in a much better light then she sees herself garnishing those around her with much more respect then she usually gives herself at any point and will usually refer to them as her senior to uphold that respect.

All things considered Bliss mental strength isn't weak by any means, she doesn't fold when in the presence of danger. Because of personality of feeling rather inferior to others she always tries her best to become a better version of herself rather it be in battle or on a mission, much like her kindness this is more so an act of self satisfaction as she simply refuses to allow herself to accept that she is inferior to others despite always thinking so. Perhaps because she has seen it many times or because of her inner loneliness Bliss is a hopeful yet somewhat picky romantic, often trying to discover a romantic partner just for her that she doesn't feel inferior to and can consider her equal that feels the empty space that she feels within herself.

Likes:

• Helping Others - Bliss likes helping others not only for the sake of helping others but being useful in general, through this act she feels a bit less inferior to others by being helpful to them instead.
  
• Romance - Despite not being in a relationship herself and only ever observing the phenomenon of love through books and the people she has seen pass her by Bliss is a hopeful romantic, the idea of being loved and loving someone equally without the fear of inadequacy is what she desires.  
  
• Determination - As someone who always feels inferior to others and inadequate in some way despite always trying her best to improve herself Bliss can recognize someone else who is also trying their best and likes the raw power in the determination to do or change something.
  

Dislikes:

• Feeling Inferior - Bliss always has this feeling, it's like something that is hidden under the surface of her emotions but is almost palatable in every situation. The illogical feel that she will never amount to those around her.
  
• Giving Up - Bliss is not a quitter, no matter how she feels she has never quit on anything she has ever started or something she thinks is precious to her, she can't stand to she herself give up nor can see stand it in others who she considers to be better than herself.
  
• Ridicule - Out of all things Bliss cannot stand, the act of ridiculing another to make yourself feel better is the highest pet peeve. She absolutely refuses to put another down in order to put herself up, to her it's an act that tarnishes the hardships and happy times a person has gone through to get to the point they are at now.
  

Motivations:

• Inferiority Complex - Although it is also Bliss greatest fear it is also her motivator, the loathsome feeling of being inferiority to others is one she hates the most. To that end she does her best to be useful and good companion to others so she doesn't have to carry that feeling anymore.
  
• Leading Example - As someone who knows how it feels to not match up to others and the overwhelming feeling of feeling unimportant Bliss does her best not for her own sake but to inspire hope in others that it's not a feeling they have to accept.
  
• Self-Betterment - At the end of the day rather it's because she feels inferior to others or not Bliss wants to change who she is so that one day she can look back and feel proud that she didn't just let the world pass her by and took a firm grasp on it and didn't let go.
  

Fears:

• Permeant Inferiority - It's her motivator but the fear of never being able to match up to those around you is still a feeling that sometimes feel like it cripples Bliss and can cripple her at any given moment.
  
• Giving up - Bliss feels like if she ever gave up she wouldn't be able to bounce back from it and the feeling of knowing you can't do something will follow her forever.
  
• Disappointing - It's bad enough she feels inferior to others, but the act of trying to help someone and then disappointing them because she wasn't good enough is something she really tries not to think about because it scares the pants off of her.
  

General Appearance

Height: 5'3
Weight: 121 Pounds
Hair Color: Silver
Eye Color: Light Purple
Skin Tone: Slightly tanned but white
Appearance: Bliss is a small girl being literally small in addition to not much body fat in even the places she should have some more. Although unseen she has a black tattoo marking of a swirling pitch blackhole centered onto of her stomach that highly counters her lightly tanned skin. Bliss can usually always be found wearing her hair up in a half ponytail that is kept together by a slightly dark purple ribbon that matches her purple and black mixed color nails, for clothing she wears a similar dark purple shoulder less dress that stop just short of her knee's and is shown to have a black underside, this dress is combined with a black jacket that keeps her chest area unrestricted and splits down the middle showing a small part of her neck area. Her shoes are quite ordinary just being black sneakers.

Guild: Sabretooth
Tattoo: Right Hand
Tattoo Color: Yellow