Lyza

Lyza wrote:Name: Lyza Elison
Gender: Female
Age: 25
Birthday: 04/18
Sexuality: Gay
Special Characteristics: N/A

Personality: The easiest way to describe Lyza is tired, exhausted in every aspect, and working for the sake of living. Her life has little meaning in her eyes, but recently she has seen it as a potential for something bigger. This comes as a surprise because she also doesn't particularly think there's any value in anything she does either. So then why does she do what she does now? Why does she seek to learn magic and start a life as a mage?

"Fuck it, I guess."

That was the thought that kicked off her whole career as a mage which, thus far, isn't anything at all. She's taught herself a form of magic and is very uneagerly seeking her first job. The toils and troubles she's had to go through just to learn magic was... well, not particularly hard, but finding the motivation to learn was something that was a struggle. Actually for Lyza, it's still a struggle. Everything is a struggle for Lyza, and she'll often make a big deal out of the tiniest of tasks as if to emphasize this point. It's not because she's incapable, it's because she just doesn't like doing anything.

But that's part of what set off her desire to become a mage. The idea of becoming great and powerful, or perhaps it was just the idolization of the mage life that got to her. Who knows at this point? All Lyza remembers was seeing the magic and the contrast it had to her mundane, low wage life and sighing that single sentence to herself out loud, alone, in her room at night. "Fuck it, I guess." That was quite literally what she said.

And now she guilt trips herself into continuing on that path for at least a little bit. No matter how much she feels like just lying down and being lazy, or how strongly she feels about going back to the easy life, she will at least give it a proper shot, unlike most other things she tries out. Things like "I've come this far, it'd be pointless to back out now" and "I spent days on this, I have to finish it". Otherwise her innate laziness would get the better of her and she would either procrastinate or outright ditch the project, idea, or whatever out of habit.

Lyza is also not the most socially aware, intelligent, or wise. That is not, to say, that she is completely 100% stupid. Just stupid in most regards. There are a few things that Lyza has an uncanny awareness and knowledge of. These things include behavior, linguistics, cooking, and some partial knowledge in a few other minor things, the list of said minor things changing every few months or so. Lyza's memory can sometimes be fickle, often causing her to forget things.

When it comes to dealing with other people Lyza can be rather blunt and honest. The only time she will hold her tongue is if she thinks that holding information will be a benefit or if the situation doesn't immediately call for her typical brashness. This isn't meant to come off as picky or rude, but rather as criticism. She just doesn't always manage to convey it as such, which she is quick to bear the blame for once she realizes. Sometimes she just doesn't care though, like when someone is being annoying or that there is room for improvement with someone's behavior. Then the conditions for staying quiet change from "will it go away if I just bide my time" or "how much more patience do I have for dealing with this person?".

Under leadership, Lyza follows orders easily. If she hesitates, it's more out of worry, anxiety, or laziness. She takes well to orders, but not exactly criticism. Its better for her to learn to hard way. Whenever someone is talking to her, lecturing her, or just outright rambling, Lyza tends to tune out and just ignore what's going on. Her life is already boring, she doesn't need someone else to help her with that.


Likes:

• Sleep: Any time where she isn't awake and dealing with real life responsibilities is bliss. Objective fact.
  
• Chocolate: Sweet and addicting. Genuinely the best thing she's ever tasted. What's there not to like?
  
• Ideas: But not specifically doing anything. At least with ideas, she can daydream about a better life, right?
  

Dislikes:

• Work: Anything mandatory that isn't fun (which is almost everything) is work, and Lyza does not like work.
  
• Being Awake: Because it usually brings a lot of horrible, annoying, stressful things along with it.
  
• Social Interactions: She gets mildly anxious around other people, gets annoyed easy, and feels like she has enough crap to deal with when it comes to just being alive. Talking is just adding on to it all.
  

Motivations:

• Chocolate: Yes, chocolate is a motivation. She doesn't have any real motivations, so she tries to find whatever excuses she can to keep going. Chocolate is one of them.
  
• Living: For whatever reason, Lyza enjoys living. She lives for the sake of living though, which isn't a good reason to live at all.
  
• Sleep: Unironically, the best part of being alive to her is the part where she isn't conscious. Sometimes she gets genuinely upset whenever she wakes up because she was blissful in her sleep, only to find out that she is indeed still alive and has bills to pay.
  

Fears:

• Being Hated By Everyone: Lyza doesn't want to be liked by everyone, she just doesn't want to be hated by everyone. A few people here and there, whatever. And maybe she hates someone too which is completely normal. But when multiple people come into the equation she starts to wonder if she messed up fundamentally somewhere along in her life.
  
• Waking Up: Nobody wants to wake up from a good dream and face reality.
  
• Painful Death: Being eaten alive, stabbed and left to bleed out, dismembered, whatever. Just make it quick, okay?
  

General Appearance

Height: 5'10"
Weight: 210
Hair: White
Eyes: Pinkish Red
Skin Tone: Light
Appearance: Lyza is a fairly tall woman with attractive figure that she is proud of. It comes with the hard physical labor that she often undertakes as her usual jobs. This is because of her abnormal physique which involves her lineage. Her muscles are compact but particularly dense and powerful. This means that she has much more muscle mass than the average person, but it doesn't show even remotely. This is what makes her so heavy despite looking simply fit and slender. The only thing that doesn't make her strictly thin and slender is her bust and hips, both of which are ample and pronounced.

When it comes to clothes, Lyza's wardrobe changes regularly. Often she wears what are simply comfy clothes rather than focusing on appearance. Not unless she's trying to show off or wants/needs to dress formally for an event. Even then, her wardrobe is still somewhat basic. Her dresses don't show too much skin and don't have any special designs. It just depends on the type of dress, each one being a rather basic depiction of the type of dress it is. Otherwise she's probably just wearing jeans, sneakers, and a tank-top. Maybe a sweatshirt if it's cold.

Guild: Guildless
Tattoo: Back of her left hand.