Song Talea

Song Talea wrote:Name: Song Talea
Gender: Female
Age: 12
Birthday: October 3
Sexuality: not yet known
Special Characteristics: Two sets of eyes, blind, is a spider girl.

Personality: She uses her hearing to help make her way around the world, making her more likely to listen in conversations and battles. She will sometimes tap with one of her spider legs if she is feeling unsure of the location of objects, or is nervous. When she's not nervous, her movements will tend to be quiet. When tired she prefers to be in something small and snug, like under a bed or in a closet. This helps her feel safer while sleeping. Tries to act mature, but can sometimes throw tantrums. While this isn't her proudest trait, she normally feels no shame in it either. Tends to feel more nervous in well lit places as too much light can cause her to feel tired. She tries to act stubborn, but can be easily swayed to act nicer when given free food or drink. Will sometimes poke and touch at people to get a better idea of how they look if she gets curious enough. Words can only tell you so much about how someone looks after all, and sometimes people exaggerate features. She bunches her nose before she tells a lie, unless she really focuses. If she does that though then the focused look could also end up as a tell. Takes longer to trust people when they say or act like they are good and just people. She will be more likely to poke at something if shes told not to, unless it's an actual direct order from someone she knows she should listen to. She will rock her spider legs a bit if feeling energized or restless. She will wiggle and arch her back a bit if feeling annoyed and pout when angry. When she is afraid, her legs will bunch up and arms will get closer to her body. This sort of posture comes from her spider side, a defensive way of standing that makes her more likely to attack.
Likes:
-Free food and drinks a lot, as she spent a lot of time in her life hungry. Can't eat much, but still loves free food and drinks.
-Physical contact. While she can't see, being able to touch others helps her imagine how people look. She likes having an idea of what's around her, so touching goes with that.
-Being around people. While not the most cheerful, being alone still scares her. Maybe its because shes still growing up, or maybe something else, but being around others can make her feel a lot more calm and safe.
Dislikes:
-Being alone for long periods of time. She can take it, but it makes her feel less safe and secure. While not afraid, she still doesn't like it.
-Alcohols and drugs. In general she relies heavily on what senses she does have, so anything that could dull those senses are shunned by her. Even if its something to dull pain, she will refuse it.
-Getting called childish. She doesn't like feeling like or getting treated like she isn't already an adult, despite that she is definitely not yet an adult.  
Motivations:
-Becoming stronger. With her blindness comes an insecurity, despite how capable she is. With more strength, she hopes to gain more feelings of security.
-Growing up. Right now she knows that she is still young, in body and mind. She wants to be an adult in both places. Though this is something only time can hand over, it doesn't make her any less motivated to have it.
-Finding out where she came from. How was she born? Who are her parents? Her oldest memories were in an orphanage, one that didn't keep records like that.
Fears:
-Sight! This may seem strange, but she has always been blind. The very idea of being able to see with her eyes? It's terrifying to the girl.
-Wide open spaces. They are harder for her to figure out in terms of what's going on. This can range to making her feel uncomfortable, to having her scared. As long as she knows where everything and everyone is, she will be okay.
-Becoming helpless. As unrealistic as it is, it's a deep fear that comes with its own long history.

General Appearance
Height: 5 foot 2 inches/1.5748Meters
Weight: 130 pounds
Hair: Short reddish blond hair, a little wild.
Eyes: both eyes how no visible pupils and pale yellow irises.
Skin Tone: Brown.

Appearance:

Guild: Silver Wolf
Tattoo: a sandy yellow, left hands palm.