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    The Cost of Lives and the Price of Purpose [Shen Reintro]

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    Post by Nero 8th July 2021, 12:22 pm


    The Cost of Lives and the Price of Purpose [Shen Reintro] 9hjimib

    The streets of Era hadn't changed much in the time he had been away, and yet, they were a sight he believed he had forlorn forever.

    The faces passed by, some of them smiling and laughing, some of them stern and determined, and others simply remaining calm and serene, but they all had something in common. They were untouched by the horrors of the front lines, ignorant to the embers of conflict that were slowly rising into an inferno once more, unaware of the prospect of war. Shen couldn't blame them. That was what the armed forces of Fiore were for, after all, but it left him reflecting on what exactly it was that the Knights were fighting for. Was it to protect Fiore? Or had the skirmishes between the forces of the Council and those of Pergrande simply been a necessary sacrifice to gain political leverage, to obtain good favor with the leadership of Bellum? The young man was willing to bet that it was the latter, that much was clear, but as it was always the case, the politicians, the council, everyone would proclaim that it would be the former, and the masses, uninterested in the matters that had transpired so far from their homeland, would readily believe what was presented to them and raise little skepticism. Shen couldn't help himself but despise them all for it a little, but he quickly shelved that emotion. They couldn't be blamed. It was simply how the world worked. If there was anyone to blame, it would be himself. The young man sighed inwardly, keeping his gaze firmly affixed to the plateau not far in the distance.

    Shen tried to keep his thoughts centered on the goal in his mind. He had spent considerable time and effort on returning to this place, after all, the stride that took him towards the Headquarters of the Rune Knights filled with newly found and unwavering purpose. The past few months had not only been arduous, but the grueling march back to Fiore had also been a task nigh impossible, and yet, here he stood again, alive. He had to do this. Not for himself, but for them.

    The path he was treading on reminded him of the one he had walked 2 years prior, the same steps leading towards the same building he had sought out back then. It all seemed so different now. He saw the Rune Knights and the city that surrounded the HQ building in a new light, but the same could be said about the country as a whole, the Council, and himself, too. "The difference a change of perspective can make, huh?". The thought overcame him, a sense of nostalgia quickly being washed away by the sadness of tragedy. There would be no going back now.

    It did not take the young Knight long to climb the stairs, an athletic feat compared to the way he had ascended the plateau the first time he had come here, of course. The feeling of nervousness that had reduced him to a mumbling mess the last time was forever lost. How he wished that he could just return to those days, when the world seemed like it was in order. Once more, he repeated the phrase inside his mind. There was no going back. Never. The only way to go was forward.

    Maneuvering the familiar location was easy enough. Not much had changed, but the air here was different than on the streets. You could tell that, along with an overall increased vigilance and combat-readiness, the events that had occurred weighed heavily on the shoulders of a select few Knights, and their comrades, naturally, could tell as much. It was only understandable that such a thing would make a man question things. You could see the consequences of that time in their eyes. The glow within was gone, and wherever their gaze would fall, one felt like they would pierce right through you. Shen understood where it was coming from. His eyes, after all, were weary all the same. And yet, Shen had to respect them. They remained with their brothers and sisters in arms, which, of course, was the sole reason why Staff Sergeant Kadokawa had returned from the battlefield. That mountain pass in Pergrande had been the site of a massacre, but for the sake of the other Knights, for the sake of Fiore, there was no way he could abandon those who remained. He wouldn't make the same mistake twice. He had sworn this much to himself, which was why, even after the passing of time, even after a perilous journey, he was here once more. He knew his destination, and there was no changing it.

    With a confident demeanor, he found his way inside the HQ like he had done many times before, navigating the all-too-familiar halls as if it was the most natural thing in the world, towards a certain office. He paid no mind to the few knights that stopped as he passed them along the way, two of them even whispering among each other. Had it really already been two years? So much had happened since he had stumbled in here for the first time. Briefly, he wondered if one could find humor in the way that life had treated him, but he didn't find it funny, at all. Perhaps a perspective detached from his own could find some irony in this? What a pain.

    There was no doubt that the events of the past months were written on the young man's face. He appeared thinner than before, his eyes conveying a fundamental lack of rest. The only part of his original Rune Knight uniform that remained was the black winter coat he had worn back then, the rest lost to the difficulties Ishgar had put on his way here. Not to mention the fact that he had never managed to get the blood out of the shoes he had worn back then. Instead, he had gathered together an assortment of rather un-knightly clothing, a pair of jeans and a black shirt, the most striking difference perhaps being the change of his hair color, not to mention the fact that the same had gotten just a bit longer.

    The echo of his footsteps rang with every motion of his body, and before long, a familiar door found its way into his field of vision. Still the same as always, hm? Just like he always did, he would wander up to that door, but this time, it was different. He wasn't anxious for the same reasons that he would usually be. Serilda's imposing aura of authority, which was paired with a gentle, almost motherly nature, would make him nervous no longer. The shadow of intimidation her light had cast upon him had been a more product of his childish imagination, as with most of the things that had made him nervous all the god-damn time, he realized. Instead, he hoped that she was here in her office at all, and if she was, what she would say. Shen hadn't exactly been off on a fishing trip, after all, and it was questionable if she would even accept his presence here, in the end. He doubted that she would send him away, but ... well, one could never be certain. He wondered how the international situation was, as well, but he figured that he could ask her later. There was no better way to find out than to try, though, Shen pooling together his resolve, clearing his throat, and knocking on the door 3 times, firmly, yet not overly so. He would wait for just a passing moment before speaking, taking the initiative.

    "Field Marshal, this is Staff Sergeant Kadokawa. May I enter?".



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    Post by Serilda Sinclair 12th July 2021, 6:50 pm

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    It had been several months since the battle on the border between Bellum and Pergrande. A great deal had been on Serilda’s mind since that day. The losses on both sides had arguably been minimal. Sure, Pergrande had suffered almost ten times more casualties than Bellum had, but given the vast number that made up the northern nation’s population, it was hardly a staggering number. As violent as the skirmishes had been, and as much as it had felt like war, things could have been much, much worse.

    It was still bad, however. While Serilda and Mythal had done their duties and openly participated in the front lines after the Magic Council’s call for action in assisting Bellum, something about the entire ordeal had never set right with her. There was still no firm answer on who had truly started the altercation, and while either side could be equally as culpable, every time she read over the reports she just couldn’t shake the feeling that she was missing something important, something dangerous. It felt like there was a wool being kept over her eyes -- a feeling she’d had a lot lately since the Council had put her in charge of the Rune Knights.

    And while the Rune Knights hadn’t suffered too many direct casualties, there had still been deaths and even a small handful of people that had gone missing. For the first several weeks after the skirmishes, she had expected to wake up to some kind of random note that carried a list of her soldiers that had been captured as prisoners of war, offering them in exchange for many of the Pergrande soldiers that Bellum and Fiore had captured. Yet, nothing had ever come. Weeks turned to months, and she could only conclude that they were dead or had defected. Countless searches had been performed in the areas where they had been able to check without inciting more violence, but very little had been turned up. Each loss, each unanswered disappearance, weighed heavily on the field marshal’s spirit, the disciplined but compassionate woman assuming full responsibility and viewing the matter as a personal failure on her part to protect those in her command, despite the logical part of her mind knowing that she was being unfair to herself.

    But, no loss had hurt more than that of Shen.

    The young man that had once stumbled into her office by accident, stuttering and cowering behind his numerous insecurities, had grown so much in the time he had spent with the Knights. Serilda had taken a personal interest in guiding his training, surprising even herself with how invested she had become in his efforts to overcome his hardships and to what he was passionate about. And while he had certainly experienced his frustrations, often times not fully understanding why she had chosen to send him on particular missions or to put him in charge of units when he felt he wasn’t ready or worthy, he had overall been patient with her methods and attentive to the lessons she had been trying to teach him, even if they weren’t easy to decipher. With each passing day, and the completion of each new mission, he had grown more and more, and she’d had such high hopes for him.

    So when his name had come up among the list of the missing, it had hit her particularly hard. Serilda knew that she should not value the life of any one soldier over another, and when it came down to it she truly valued each Knight and did her best to not make any of them feel like a number in a sea of faces. Yet, that didn’t stop her from feeling the loss of Shen more powerfully than the rest, from her thoughts often turning to worry over him and what had befallen him at that battle.

    As time went on, it had gotten a little easier, if only because she had other things to distract her, the first of which was her pregnancy. The border skirmishes had taken place shortly after she had discovered she was with child. Or rather, children. Her belly had grown quite a bit over the last few months to accommodate for the two girls forming within her, and despite still having close to two months left in the process she already looked fit to burst. Work was becoming increasingly more difficult, and not just because of the added weight. Her hormones were all over the place, and while she had not yet reached the point of feeling that she needed to take extended leave, she was finding herself having to take more days off than usual as her body underwent changes that not even magic could properly alleviate.

    As fate would have it, she was having a good day and managed to get into work, though she had more or less confined herself to her office and the endless mountain of paperwork before her. Xiuhcoatl, the large wolf with a thick black coat of fur that appeared to be speckled with stardust, relaxed comfortably on a dog bed in the corner. Serilda could feel the approach of an individual making their way to her door, but didn’t think much of it, assuming it was one of the generals or secretaries coming to pass along another report. She barely noticed the wolf raising her head and gently sniffing at the air and the faint but familiar scent that grew stronger as the individual drew near. Serilda was getting ready to answer with an absent minded permission to enter when she heard his voice.

    There was a brief moment of disbelief as his words failed to truly settle on her consciousness. She blinked at the paper before her, her eyes no longer taking in the words on the parchment. “Kado…” She managed to get part of his name out in a whisper of shock before her gaze snapped forward and she used her Void magic to yank the door all the way open. There he stood like a ghost, his tattered clothing thrown together from bits and pieces that he had collected along the way until next to nothing of his uniform had remained. He looked beleaguered in every sense of the word. Exhaustion seemed to pour from his body, his eyes, his soul -- the very image of a man that had faced a nightmare and survived, but not unscathed.

    And for Serilda’s part, her icy blue eyes were wide as saucers, the normally composed and dignified noblewoman unable to suppress how shaken she was to see him standing in her doorway after all this time. “Shen..!” she finally exclaimed, momentarily forgetting her own physical ailment and hurriedly trying to push herself to her feet. There was only a brief moment that she had to stop to steady herself, a quick reminder that she wasn’t as agile as she normally was, before she forced herself to push past the encumberment and waddle herself with as much haste as possible to the door.

    The marshal practically pulled him into the room, shutting the door firmly behind them to ensure that they would have total privacy. It was taking every ounce of will power she had to not yank him into a firm hug, the woman having to actively remind herself that it would not be appropriate for her to do so. “Sit down,” the woman instructed him, though not unkindly as she gestured to the less formal couch and armchairs to the side of the office rather than the chairs in front of her desk. Xiuh had sat up fully, the hound’s body practically shivering with anxiety and excitement as she fed off the emotion from Serilda. The field marshal made her way over to the small bar against the wall and poured a glass of water, bringing it to the younger man.

    “Drink this.” Sitting herself down carefully beside him, Serilda did her best to look him over without acting too much like a fussy mother. “Gods, Shen, I have been looking everywhere for you! Are you hurt? Do you need medical attention?” For all she knew he had already gone to see a medic first, though if that were the case she was going to have a number of unpleasant things to say to whoever had failed to report his return immediately to her. Though Serilda was chomping at the bit to get every piece of information about what had happened to him and where he had been, she restrained herself from diving into those questions just yet, keeping herself focused on his immediate needs first and not wanting him to feel cornered or pressured or anything but safe.

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    Post by Nero 16th July 2021, 11:58 am


    The Cost of Lives and the Price of Purpose [Shen Reintro] 9hjimib

    Shen had expected a lot, having played the scenario in his head a few times before he had made his way here. He had been nervous, of course, prompting him to worry how exactly his return would go over. He had expected to be admonished for his extended absence or failing to rush back to the Rune Knights HQ to submit a report on the events that had transpired on the front lines. While he did not take Serilda to be the type to put down her soldiers, the young man knew she had a role to fulfill, and admittedly had very little understanding of the expectations and responsibilities placed upon her. She was, after all, the leader of this nation's military, a position of unique nature, one could even go as far as referring to it as unrivaled importance. It was what it was. Whether she demoted him or relieved him from his duty altogether would make no difference to him. He would simply have to be a little creative in his future endeavors should that scenario come to be.

    To his obvious shock, that was the exact opposite of what would actually transpire. His mouth slightly agape, he watched as the door before him was swung open with full force, his crimson eyes falling upon not only the familiar space behind it, the same office that he had stumbled into on his first day in the Rune Knights, but also the person that had greeted him on that day, Field Marshal Serilda Sinclair herself. He didn't know whether to consider himself lucky that she was indeed present, didn't whether to feel happy or let his negative expectations get the better of him, but in the end, he would not be the one to make that decision.

    It was obvious that his return after all these months had startled her, it was only natural, though that worked both ways. As soon as she stood up, it was rather hard not to notice that she herself had visibly changed to a rather striking degree, and after a few passing moments, after the information had properly registered in the young man's mind and been processed into an actual deduction, his eyes, too, widening with surprise when she, in a way that made the change even more obvious than it already was, walked over to him with all the agility she seemed to be able to muster. It was a sight that the young Rune Knight definitely had expected the least when he had knocked on her door, and as happy as he was for her, he didn't know how to properly convey it at this moment, instead keeping silent on this ... for the time being. His expression was free of any emotion, the young man responding to her exclamation only with a soft, almost weak "Hello, Serilda. It's good to see you".

    He would, of course, do as he was told, suppressing the relief and subtle feeling of joy he felt at the fact that she seemed to be in particularly good health and sitting down on the couch she had pointed at. This was not the situation for goodwill wishes, the young man mentally preparing himself for any kind of consequence that would undoubtedly arise now. His eyes would follow her movements, but for some reason, it all didn't come to be as he had planned, the woman he respected so seeming to do her best to accommodate him despite her current situation, practically ordering him to drink the glass of clear liquid she pushed into his hands. For a second the young man wondered what this was, hoping for gin, perhaps vodka, finding that, with some disappointment, it was naught more than water, still taking a few sips from the cup. Of course she wouldn't pour him a drink in this scenario. What had he been thinking? She sat down beside him, immediately beginning her questioning, though she appeared genuinely concerned, to a degree that was unexpected to Shen. Maybe it would be best to leave expectations behind for now and take things as they would come? He took a deep breath in preparation for the conversation and the direction that it would undoubtedly take, exhaling in a sharp sigh. Though the day in Pergrande's border region had passed a few months ago, the memory was more than ever-present within the young Rune Knight's mind, a sensation of deep sorrow filling his chest like a feeling of emptiness, an undefined, hazy void that seemed to swallow everything and leave behind only the overwhelming awareness of one's own loss.

    Still, he pooled together his mental fortitude and pushed it aside. He had come here filled with purpose, after all, and he owed Serilda that much. He opened his mouth and spoke, his tone and demeanor very much different from the young man that had come to the Rune Knight HQ two years ago, full of anxiety and uncertainty. His voice was steady and calm, though there seemed to be a subtle hint of an undeterminable emotion within. His eyes sought Serilda's without hesitation, his eyes still lacking the glow they had shown within not long ago. "Don't worry about me. I'm not injured". It was the unvarnished truth, of course. Shen's body had undergone drastic changes since then, and while he physically appeared to be very much the same person, his face, his build, his stature all remaining the same, apart from the obvious change in hair color that had been brought about by the side effects of his magical evolution, he had turned into something that was unrecognizable when compared to his previous self, or rather, his spirit and the associated arcane essence of his being. He was, ergo, in peak physical condition, even if his somewhat run-down state didn't exactly make that obvious, and while his body was more than fine, his condition said nothing of the mental scars he had incurred.

    Just like before, Shen would seize the initiative and continue talking, trying to steer the conversation in a direction that was at least somewhat more optimistic. "What about you? You seem to be doing rather ... well for yourself, Field Marshal". Despite his state, he forced a weak smile. "I suppose I owe you my congratulations, Serilda". The attempt at distraction was shaky at best, and Shen knew that the moments he dreaded could only be staved off for so long. Before more than a couple of seconds could pass, before she could respond, the young man would change the subject. "You're probably wondering what took me so long, huh?". He disregarded the fact that he was probably being a little bit too informal with the person who was technically his boss, but he couldn't help himself given the situation. It wouldn't be an easy explanation, but if she wanted to hear it, Shen was prepared to give her the full timeline of events, should she ask for it. "Fair warning, it's a bit of a story...".



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    Post by Serilda Sinclair 31st July 2021, 2:59 pm

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    If Serilda noticed his own look of shock when he saw her, it didn’t show on her face. In truth, the field marshal was so overcome by the sight of him that it completely slipped her mind after all this time that when they last saw one another she had not been pregnant. Or at least, they had not announced it to the general world yet. She ushered him inside and closed the door, fetching him the drink that she had figured most appropriate. He looked worn down and for all she knew he hadn’t had anything substantial to eat or drink in quite some time. Her mind was instantly on taking care of him, wanting to make sure he wasn’t at need for anything, for while her job as marshal was to be a leading source of militaristic and political influence, she had always done her best to try and take care of her soldiers first and foremost. After all, without them, her army wouldn’t really live up to the term.

    She sat beside him and asked to his physical wellbeing, to which he assured her he had no injuries. He looked different, and not just physically -- though there was a bit of that, as well. His hair had completely changed color though for the moment that wasn’t the most important note. What stood out to her more was the tiredness in his eyes, the slight droop of his shoulders, the uncharacteristic sense of calm that all seemed to speak volumes about what he’d been enduring the past several months in his absence. It was a weight that was quite familiar to Serilda. Indeed, it was familiar to many whose careers and duties revolved around war and bloodshed, a weight that Serilda had always hoped to never see upon the pupil that she had taken a special interest in yet had always known he would have eventually with the Knights.

    There was an attempt at small talk, with Shen asking as to her own wellbeing and congratulating her on her pregnancy. Despite the situation, Serilda smiled softly. “Thank you, Shen. It’s been a rough few months for a number of reasons, but… it has not been without its silver linings.” A lot had happened to lead to where she a Mythal were today, and most of it had been harrowing and horrific, not to mention difficult to explain. But even if she took the time to fill him in at some point, it would not be right now. Her concern was with Shen for the moment, and she had utterly zero interest in deflecting from his own troubles. “And please don’t worry about formalities right now. Serilda is fine.”

    It seemed Shen could sense her desire to learn what had happened, as only a moment later he admitted that she had likely been wondering as to his whereabouts all this time. Shen forewarned her that it was a rather lengthy tale, but that did nothing to deter her. “Then you shall have my full attention.” Turning toward her desk at the back of the room, she used her magic to depress the button of the intercom that sat upon the sleek wooden surface. “Valorie?”

    “Yes, my lady?”

    “An urgent matter has come up. Please have my appointments for today rescheduled, and do not forward any calls or allow any visitors to my office unless it’s an emergency.”

    “Understood, ma’am. I’ll make sure it’s all handled.”

    “Thank you.” The link was severed with a gentle click and the field marshal once again returned her focus to Sergeant Kadokawa. “Please take your time, Shen. The rest of my day is yours.”

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    The Cost of Lives and the Price of Purpose [Shen Reintro] Empty Re: The Cost of Lives and the Price of Purpose [Shen Reintro]

    Post by Nero 12th September 2021, 2:39 pm


    The Cost of Lives and the Price of Purpose [Shen Reintro] 9hjimib

    Her reply, which was given in a characteristically soft tone that mirrored her expression, acknowledged the hardships of these past months, the red-haired man coming to the swift understanding that, unmistakably, things back home must've been similarly harsh based on the situation the continent of Ishgar found itself in, though she also spoke of silver linings. That was to be expected, of course. After all, the woman before Shen expected her first child, a most joyous thing, anyone would agree. What followed next, however, was something the young Rune Knight had dreaded the most, Shen watching in silence as Serilda swiftly rearranged her undoubtedly busy schedule. Not only did he not wish to burden her thus with his presence here, this also meant that he definitely had to recall the events of that day and the months that had followed. The pain, the sorrow, and the depression that had come with it were still something the young man suffered under at a nigh constant, but there would be no way around it. The Field Marshal had already made sure of that. He had figured that this would happen, he had mentally prepared himself for it, but he had still clung to the faint possibility that she wouldn't wanna hear the story. Well, he'd come too far to run away from it all now, despite the fact that it would be most convenient for him. At least, that was what he felt.

    "Alright, then" was all he managed to reply initially, not looking Serilda in the eyes, his gaze instead fixed upon the now half-filled glass of clear liquid before him, his tone devoid of emotion, devoid of life as he spoke. His mind relived the events that had transpired near Pergrande's borders, images of a frozen mountain chain passing before his inner eye. He would remain silent for a few more seconds, contemplating how to begin telling of what had happened to him, but Shen soon arrived at the conclusion that no amount of flowery language could change the harsh truth.

    "Sergeant Bradley, Corporal Sherman, and the rest of the Privates are all dead". His gaze didn't move when he spoke those words. He wasn't sure if Serilda knew that already or had known them personally, but he didn't expect her to. Shen, however, had clung to the Sergeant and the Corporal. They'd been more than a team. He couldn't call them anything but his friends, his only friends, and the small group of three had become a common sight in the Rune Knight HQ. The empty oculi sat in their sunken sockets wandered groundward, falling even more than before. He couldn't look Serilda in the eye, an overwhelming sensation of guilt overcoming him immediately after finishing this one sentence. 12 men and women, including himself, had made up the detachment Shen had led as a Staff Sergeant, 3 squads of 4, and not a single one, with the exception of the young Rune Knight, had survived the encounter with Pergrande's armed forces. Shen was certain that their deaths were his fault. His throat felt like it was being constricted from one moment to the next, and the red-haired mage choked down his emotion with an audible gulp. "I don't know if other Knights found their bodies. We were way behind enemy lines, after all, but if you haven't already, then ... I suppose I should let their families know".

    Shen closed his eyes. If he hadn't done so he would have succumbed to the tears that began forming under his now closed eyelids. His already lifeless posture portrayed the burden that weighed on him, the young man's face vanishing in the palms of his hand, his elbows on his knees as he slid forward a small distance. Like this, he took a deep breath, finding his way back to a facade of composure, turning towards the woman, now seeking her gaze again. "Yeah ... I really fucked that up. I'm sorry". His mouth moved on his own, and he spoke without thinking. It wasn't really the best thing to say, nor would apologizing to her make any difference. Hell, he doubted she even wanted to hear an apology, but it was what it was. He'd never been good with talking to people, and evidently, the young Knight hadn't necessarily gotten better at it.

    Nonetheless, he would continue, frequently averting his gaze as he continued to explain to the Field Marshal what had transpired. "We were patrolling the mountain passes near Bellum's border when a snowstorm hit us. Guess we were stranded in hostile territory, so I didn't wanna risk it. We tried to make it back to camp, but ... looking back, we got lost and wandered further into Pergrande than we ever should've". The young man paused briefly, trying to find the right words once more. It was difficult enough to simply relive the memories that had led up to the tragedy, knowing what followed after, and describing them aloud was a different matter entirely. "When the storm got worse we made contact with an enemy force, most likely a forward recon team. The Pergrandeans, they ... ambushed us. Before I knew it, bullets were ... everywhere ... and-", Shen would pause once more, though this time, when that image passed through his conscious thought again, he couldn't stop the tears, his face, expressionless throughout the explanation, remaining eerily still as two visible streaks rolled down his cheeks. His tone, however, had changed, a dejected, quiet "Fuck" slipping out from between his lips. This little slip seemed to be all that was needed to break through the so carefully constructed facade of composure, Shen's expression twisting into an agonized grimace, as his voice, heavy and laden with sorrow, would echo through the office space again.

    "I- I couldn't do anything, Serilda. I was powerless. This shit is all my fucking fault".



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