It’s come to my conclusion that I am not capable to do anything productive right now. I’ve been trying time and time again again in the last couple weeks doing anything I can to pull myself together and do the posting I need to do, but no matter what I try to do, I can never keep myself in any way shape or form focused on what I’m doing. I have all the time in the world most days, but there is never the focusing fire to post like I used to. It’s been a slow, spiraling thing I’ve noticed getting worse and worse, but I can’t let it get any further at this point. I hate doing this because I feel I let people down who have been waiting on me, and I can’t help but feel upset for making people wait as long as they do for me. So, for the sake of trying to keep this from getting any further than it has, I need to put myself on hiatus while I look into getting myself some kind of help for the number of issues aside from this. I’m extremely sorry to have to do this at all, but at the risk of putting other people at wait any longer, I don’t want me to be the reason they become disinterested or annoyed, should they not already be.
I am deeply sorry to all whom are currently threaded or plotting with my characters: @Sanguine
, @Sakura Kisagami
, @Lehanna Seraph
Should it come to positions, I’d understand if removal is necessary and I won’t be worrying about it. I am just hoping to come back to being better than this. Hopefully sooner than later!