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    Taking A Step Back

    Prince Chaos
    Prince Chaos

    Quality Badge Level 1- Player 
    Lineage : Feline Senses
    Position : None
    Posts : 86
    Guild : Guildless
    Cosmic Coins : 0
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Experience : 1250

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    Post by Prince Chaos on 10th June 2020, 6:14 pm

    Hello everyone,

    This topic is to officially state that starting today I will be going on hiatus for a while. Since I am unsure how long it will be, I will use the maximum time allowed before my character is archived, which is three months. If you truly need to reach me, I will be on Discord from time to time during my hiatus, but I cannot guarantee any quick replies. So do not be upset if I do not reply to you in a timely manner. With that, ciao until we meet again.


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    Seijin
    Seijin

    The Panda


    The Panda

    Administrator- Moderator- Developer/GFX Artist- Chatbox Moderator- Main Account- Alt Account- Get Married- Get Divorced- Alignment Shift- Mythical VIP Status- Demon VIP Status- God VIP Status- Dragon VIP Status- Knight VIP Status- Regular VIP Status- VIP- Mythical- Gain An Artifact- Quality Badge Level 1- Quality Badge Level 2- Quality Badge Level 3- Horseman- 11 Sinner- God Of Ishval- Ten Wizard Saint Member- Rising Star- Coming Storms- Guild Master- Custom Slayer- God Slayer- Demon Slayer- Dragon Slayer- Zodiac Key- Legal Guild Ace- Neutral Guild Ace- Dark Guild Ace- Z-Rank- Y-Rank- X-Rank- H-Rank- S-Rank- A-Rank- Wanderer- So Extra- Eevee- EXP Grinder- Jewel Grinder- Job Creator- Working Together- Forever Solo- Christian Minecraft Server- I Have Friends...- Teaming Up!- Limited Edition- Legal Eagle- Hired Help- Devotee of Darkness- Idolize- Unknown Powerhouse- Unknown Legend- Innocent- Guilty- Pardoned- The Completionist- World Traveler- Helper- Guild Creator- Achiever- Expert Achiever- Over Achiever- Buddy Buddy- Monty Python- Obligatory Beach Episode- Shipped- Sticking Around- Loyal to the Bone- Dank Memer- Fan Artist- Solo Artist- Taskmaster- Collector- Halloween gfx'ers- Halloween Social- Halloween job event participant - Fan Art Contest Participant- Haiku Contest Participant- Lineage Making Contest Participant- Richie Rich- Rich- Veteran Level 6- Veteran Level 5- Veteran Level 4- Veteran Level 3- Veteran Level 2- Veteran Level 1- Character Application Approved!- Character History!- Magic Application Approved!- Obtain A Secondary Magic!- Get A Pet!- Complete Your First Job!- Obtain A Lineage!- Join A Faction!- Tertiary Magic- Vehicle- Ship- Supreme Grand Master [5000]- Grand Master [2000]- Master [1000]- Senior [500]- Novice [250]- 1st Place Event/Contest Winner- 2nd Place Event/Contest Winner- 3rd Place Event/Contest Winner- Christmas Event Winner- X-Mas Event Participant- Advertisement Achievement Badge- Tournament Participation Badge- Weapon of Apocalypse Wielder- Cookie Achievement- Cupcake Achievement- Motor City Rush- Rainbow- Hero- Villain- Summer Special Tier 5- Summer Special Tier 4- Summer Special Tier 3- Summer Special Tier 2- Summer Special Tier 1- Summer Special Donor- Summer Special Participant- Have Seijin On Your Friends List- Have Onida On Your Friend's List- Have an Admin as a friend!- Have aeluri On Your Friend's List- Best GFX Artist Award- 1 Year Anniversary- Player 
    Lineage : Royal Panda
    Position : None
    Posts : 1700
    Guild : None
    Cosmic Coins :
    Dungeon Tokens :
    Age : 27
    Mentor : None
    Experience :

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: Panda Magic
    Second Magic:
    Third Magic:

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    Post by Seijin on 10th June 2020, 6:20 pm

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    Gaia
    Gaia

    Get Married- Quality Badge Level 1- Quality Badge Level 2- Quality Badge Level 3- Rising Star- Legal Guild Ace- Halloween job event participant - Character Application Approved!- Get A Pet!- Complete Your First Job!- Obtain A Lineage!- Join A Faction!- Summer Special Participant- Player 
    Lineage : Vocat Cor
    Position : Rising Star
    Partner : Kyran
    Posts : 473
    Guild : Sabertooth [Ace]
    Cosmic Coins : 0
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Age : 24
    Mentor : Ruvel
    Experience : 29,510

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: Dragon Tarot Magic
    Second Magic:
    Third Magic:

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    Post by Gaia on 10th June 2020, 9:44 pm

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    take care of yourself bb


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    Prince Chaos
    Prince Chaos

    Quality Badge Level 1- Player 
    Lineage : Feline Senses
    Position : None
    Posts : 86
    Guild : Guildless
    Cosmic Coins : 0
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Experience : 1250

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    Post by Prince Chaos on 7th July 2020, 7:47 am

    Update:

    Hmm… I am not sure where to start with this update as I was going to try to keep it professional, but I don’t think that will be a good idea at this point in time. But, I will be completely open and honest with it so please endure my ramblings for a bit during this update. I had originally left to cool down a bit and nurse wounds from my latest confrontation with a number of people on the site. During this time, I had originally planned on how to get even with them. But… I started to think why was I mad in the first place? How did it get so bad? As I mused that over, I realized everything they said about the matter was true. I could have done so many things, but I picked the worst option out of them all which just started unnecessary drama. Heck, I could have just joined a guild and ended it there. But I wanted to fight against an authority that doesn’t really exist - rather one that isn’t self-serving - since they are all doing this for free.

    So, that led me to thinking more and more about the site and how I felt about it. And truth be told, I truly love this place, but I haven’t acted like I have. Toxic. Inactive. Rude. The list can go on and on about the horrible person I am. But, that led me to think more and more about things that spanned into my real life. Over a month ago, there was an incident with a customer who was rude to me. And I still find myself getting upset whenever I think about it. And that reminded me a bit of the issue with staff. Something small that constantly builds itself up in my head. However, this is just one thing. I started tracking my sleeping schedule too. Most days, I would sleep around 12-14 hours a day. Then stuff that brought me joy at one point, I realized I don’t even enjoy it anymore. Heck, I have 15 games on my ps4, 5 games on my switch, and a library of steam games I have only touched once. The sleeping and the lack of interest had spanned over at least three years. So, I realized there was a problem and I finally decided to speak to a psychologist about these issues since I felt they were more mental than anything.

    So, I talked to her about a number of things. Things I am not going into too much detail about since this would extend this update for far too long and I know a lot of people are already annoyed at reading this. At the end of it all, I realized that I have basically been neglecting myself for far too long. So, I am extending this hiatus from three months to indefinite.

    However, before I leave… There is something I should have done a while back before I just left.
    I am not very good at apologies. But, I want to apologize to members of staff that work so hard to make the site a great place for everyone. It was my stupidity, immaturity, and paranoia, that made your jobs much harder than they should have been. You do all of this for free and I am sure there is a lot of work involved trying to make a system that works for everyone. I want to apologize to the people I got involved in such a matter. It was unnecessary drama that you shouldn’t have gotten involved in the first place. And finally, I would like to thank you all for putting up with me for so long. I know I am not the best person, but it meant the world to have your friendship during a number of tough times in my life. Then… until we all meet again, I hope each of you are able to enjoy your time on the site to fullest.



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    ☠️Character☠️

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    Medeia
    Medeia

    Main Account- Mythical- Gain An Artifact- Quality Badge Level 1- Quality Badge Level 2- Quality Badge Level 3- Custom Slayer- God Slayer- Demon Slayer- H-Rank- S-Rank- A-Rank- Jewel Grinder- Working Together- Forever Solo- Christian Minecraft Server- I Have Friends...- Teaming Up!- Limited Edition- Unknown Powerhouse- Unknown Legend- Achiever- Expert Achiever- Sticking Around- Halloween job event participant - Veteran Level 1- Character Application Approved!- Character History!- Magic Application Approved!- Obtain A Secondary Magic!- Get A Pet!- Complete Your First Job!- Obtain A Lineage!- Join A Faction!- Tertiary Magic- Novice [250]- Summer Special Participant- Player 
    Lineage : Blessing Of The Fallen Angel
    Position : None
    Posts : 494
    Guild : Errings Rising
    Cosmic Coins : 0
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Experience : 780,998

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: Lost Pharaoh's Curse God Slayer
    Second Magic: Vampire Demon Slayer
    Third Magic: Fallen Angel Takeover

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    Post by Medeia on 7th July 2020, 8:54 am

    I don't know who this guy that you're talking about is but it certainly isn't the one who I've had so much fun bantering with in the ER chat. The place hasn't been the same since the rules about guests was brought in and I for one I've missed you a lot in there. I hope that you manage to find that spark of joy soon and can focus on the future instead of what has happened in the past.

    Take care of yourself, my lewd friend. :)


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    Ran
    Ran

    Player 
    Lineage : Prismatic Radiance
    Position : None
    Posts : 362
    Guild : Elysium
    Cosmic Coins : 51
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Age : 14
    Experience : 1,338,770.5

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: ⤧ Meyoco Magic
    Second Magic: ⤧ Sibylline Magic
    Third Magic: ⤧ Risan Magic

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    Post by Ran on 7th July 2020, 9:45 am

    good luck my dude, i'm glad you've been looking at things more deeply and seeking out professional advice because tbh it really helps a lot, i hope you have the best things in life and whoever gets annoyed reading that when you've thought it through so much and are clearly being genuine (and they could just not read it) is just close minded / an a*shole so don't worry about it uwu


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    Serilda Sinclair
    Serilda Sinclair

    Ice Queen


    Ice Queen

    Developer/GFX Artist- Main Account- Gain An Artifact- Quality Badge Level 1- Quality Badge Level 2- Quality Badge Level 3- God Of Ishval- Ten Wizard Saint Member- Guild Master- Custom Slayer- God Slayer- Z-Rank- Y-Rank- X-Rank- H-Rank- S-Rank- A-Rank- Wanderer- So Extra- EXP Grinder- Job Creator- Working Together- Forever Solo- Christian Minecraft Server- Teaming Up!- Limited Edition- Hired Help- Unknown Powerhouse- Unknown Legend- Helper- Guild Creator- Achiever- Expert Achiever- Over Achiever- Buddy Buddy- Obligatory Beach Episode- Shipped- Dank Memer- Taskmaster- Richie Rich- Rich- Veteran Level 2- Veteran Level 1- Character Application Approved!- Character History!- Magic Application Approved!- Obtain A Secondary Magic!- Get A Pet!- Complete Your First Job!- Obtain A Lineage!- Join A Faction!- Tertiary Magic- Senior [500]- Novice [250]- 1st Place Event/Contest Winner- X-Mas Event Participant- Motor City Rush- Best GFX Artist Award- Player 
    Lineage : Scion of the Void King
    Position : Goddess of Conviction
    Posts : 770
    Guild : Rune Knights (GM)
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Experience : 15,600

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: Voidwalking
    Second Magic: Sword of Wrath
    Third Magic: Cruorthurgy

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    Post by Serilda Sinclair on 7th July 2020, 3:10 pm

    As someone who was rather openly involved in some of the recent confrontations, I think it's only fair that I take some time to reply to this. I am earnestly glad to hear that you were able to get some self reflection out of the hiatus you've had so far. I understand where you're coming from with the anger, as I used to have some pretty severe anger problems when I was a teen. I was never diagnosed with depression at that time, but I went to a therapist about it for a few months and I'm fairly certain it would have eventually been diagnosed if I hadn't found the strength to look at myself and take action to do better for me. It can be exceptionally difficult to find peace enough to step back and just ignore everything else to just focus on yourself and analyze your own behaviors, and then even more difficult to actually step up and try to do something about it. I can and do respect that, and I sincerely hope it leads you to a place where you are happier with yourself and your life.

    Don't give up. Take as long as you need. Your mental and emotional health is leagues more important than an RP site or the people on it who aren't a daily part of your real life. I wish you luck, and hope it all works out well for you. We'll all still be around whenever you decide it's time to return.


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    Digit v2
    Digit v2

    Player 
    Lineage : Genes of the Godling
    Position : None
    Posts : 155
    Guild : None
    Cosmic Coins : 0
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Mentor : Beira III of Utgardr
    Experience : 357,285

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: The Abjugation Grimoire
    Second Magic: Royal Arms Grimoire
    Third Magic: TBA

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    Post by Digit v2 on 8th July 2020, 7:59 am

    Good luck, Prince Chaos. May you find your spark soon.


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    Fraag
    Fraag

    Player 
    Lineage : Incarnata of Nine Souls
    Position : None
    Posts : 429
    Guild : Errings Rising
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Experience : 668,548

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: Winter God Slayer
    Second Magic: Percipience of the Deep Atheneum
    Third Magic: Demiurge of Primal Matter

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    Post by Fraag on 8th July 2020, 11:58 am

    Do take care of yourself. You need it.


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