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    A dark time

    TOGAtogaTOGA
    TOGAtogaTOGA

    Player 
    Lineage : Dragon Spirit
    Position : None
    Posts : 141
    Guild : Silver Wolf
    Cosmic Coins : 10
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Experience : 750

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: Gravity Gear
    Second Magic: ??? [Locked]
    Third Magic: ??? [Locked]

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    Post by TOGAtogaTOGA 15th November 2019, 5:17 pm

    Hello everyone, I just wanted to say first off, thanks for always making me feel welcome. And, I'm sorry for slowing down since i came back.

    I have, for a long time of my life, struggled with thoughts of social anxiety and depression, to the point of considering suicide at multiple times of my life. For the first time in my life however, about three weeks ago, I finally had an ultimate break down. I openly cried out that I want to end it all, and, in a dark form of catharsis, I feel a bit better.

    I am struggling with it still, and seeking professional help at the moment, but, I just wanted to get it out there that I have been struggling with this, and all forms of support would be great.

    I'm not going anywhere, but I am going to be silent on days when I am struggling the hardest, I refuse to let this beat me though.

    Yours dearly, TOGA


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    First Magic | Second Magic | Third Magic
    Rank: C | HP: 300 | Mp: 300 | Mana regen: 15 every turn
    Move Speed: 30 m/s | Melee: 30 hp/hit | Sensory: 150 m
    Kyran
    Kyran

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    Lineage : Inner Presence
    Position : None
    Partner : Gaia
    Posts : 596
    Guild : Meliora Vitae
    Cosmic Coins : 0
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Age : 26
    Mentor : Sol
    Experience : 1,126,081

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: Mystic Blood Beasts
    Second Magic: Flame God Slayer 2nd Gen
    Third Magic: Sky Demon Slayer 2nd Gen

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    Post by Kyran 15th November 2019, 6:36 pm

    A dark time Giphy

    We here for you


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    Ruvel
    Ruvel

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    Position : God of Resilience
    Posts : 1376
    Guild : GM of Onyx Moon
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Mentor : Cirven
    Experience : 3,757,396

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: Amma Olpirt Gah-l
    Second Magic: Light Demonslayer, 2nd Gen
    Third Magic:

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    Post by Ruvel 15th November 2019, 7:31 pm

    You know where my DMs are if you wanna chat Toga


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    Betrayal


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    Leona Jarnefeldt
    Leona Jarnefeldt

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    Lineage : Nemean Lion
    Position : Saint of Courage
    Posts : 2406
    Guild : Silver Wolf [Guild Master]
    Cosmic Coins : 40
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
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    Experience : 4,078,875

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: Wind Strike Magic
    Second Magic: Wind Summon Magic
    Third Magic:

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    Post by Leona Jarnefeldt 16th November 2019, 12:49 am

    My DMs are also open to you should you need them, TOGA.


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    Kaja Jelen
    Kaja Jelen

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    Lineage : Curiosity of a Strange World
    Position : None
    Posts : 557
    Guild : Guildless
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Age : 27
    Experience : 7,993

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: Arma Machinis
    Second Magic: Archive - Nemo
    Third Magic:

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    Post by Kaja Jelen 16th November 2019, 1:34 am

    I hope you get the help you need. Keep up the fighting spirit!


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    Fraag
    Fraag

    Player 
    Lineage : The World Serpent
    Position : None
    Posts : 640
    Dungeon Tokens : 0
    Experience : 2,619,399

    Character Sheet
    First Magic: Yoza Kengen
    Second Magic:
    Third Magic:

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    Post by Fraag 16th November 2019, 11:02 am

    I wish you all the best, and hope you find the help and strength you need to go on. Please don't give up.


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