I have, for a long time of my life, struggled with thoughts of social anxiety and depression, to the point of considering suicide at multiple times of my life. For the first time in my life however, about three weeks ago, I finally had an ultimate break down. I openly cried out that I want to end it all, and, in a dark form of catharsis, I feel a bit better.
I am struggling with it still, and seeking professional help at the moment, but, I just wanted to get it out there that I have been struggling with this, and all forms of support would be great.
I'm not going anywhere, but I am going to be silent on days when I am struggling the hardest, I refuse to let this beat me though.
Yours dearly, TOGA