First off, let me say that this is a notice for an indefinite hiatus.
I have tried. I've tried to stay on here for the sake of people I very much hold dear.
I wanted to avoid all the drama, all negativity and everything that came with it, but I think it has caught up with me.
I am sad to say that I lost not just my interest and muse with characters that brought me so much enjoyment in roleplaying, I also lost my fun and all the care I had for them. And that is what I joined this place for. I wanted to have fun. I always felt like I was beyond drama, beyond it all, that if I stayed out of things they'd stay away from me.
Well, I was wrong.
This isn't aimed at anyone particular, I know good people are still trying their very best to keep this place up and running, holding their heads high in trying to stay positive, and I commend your efforts, I really do, but I cannot do it myself. I can't bring myself to, not after what has happened here, and I'm sorry. For everyone I wanted to plot with as well, I really am truly sorry to just bail out like this.
Though at this point, let me take this moment to also say that this is just me needing time away from it all. I am very much attached to the people I have met here, some of whom I view as my own brothers, sisters and the caring family I have never had, and I reckon that it will stay that way. I will return. It will most likely be a fresh start, as mentioned, I sadly lost my muse for Johann and Aspen, but I will come back. I just need a little while.
Thanks for reading and understanding guys.