So some of you may not be aware of this but I suffer from Anxiety, and when things get a little to hectic I start to have panic attacks and can't cope. FTRP is a safe place for me, somewhere I can come to and be myself without worry for drama or chaos.
Only the past few days haven't felt this way. With everything that's gone on, and the after effects. Even though none of this has anything to do with me, I still felt blindsided seeing it all unfold. Plus I suddenly lost someone on site I was really close to without warning, it's been a big muse killer and source of stress. I think I just need some time to clear my head and self-regulate. I'm not talking about leaving, I do intend to stick around. I just want to take off the pressure of posting until I feel normal again.
You can still get me on discord but bare in mind I may not respond due to focusing on RL.
Be back soon,
[Nessa | Arty | Jester | Amalie ]