My activity is going to suck, it's going to spite, it's going to fall, my brain won't be on right, I won't talk to everyone like I normally do because I can't entirely trust myself not to go off. Obviously like always I'll try to return to normal as quickly as possible, but I can't return to the old normal, not without him, so this 'hiatus', 'adjustment' and such won't be as smooth as the rest. I'm still going to try my best to roleplay here, to perform as a head mod and on the dev, but if I don't respond to someone, or I don't post often, or I do less work then normal, or heck even if I 'binge' on everything. This is why. I'm not leaving, but I can't be how I normally am.
And I'm sorry if this notice makes little sense, I'll likely end up giving someone permission to clarify it later, but I had to try to make one myself first.