its not working

hey. yeah. in short: sorry...

these past few days have been painful for me to say the least. i'd rather not indicate why, but i just don't have my usual muse anymore. i've probably been over it so many times, short threads and short notices and me trying to patch myself to hopefully enjoy this site again, just like i did when i first started.

but...it's not working. i'm trying to, but my shortcomings just stop me far too much.

...no, i'm not quitting, yet. i've decided to go on a break. perhaps a long one. several months to move on from everything that has happened. from life. from the site. from some people here.

i'm not blaming anyone, i just really need to forget things.

feel free to cancel any jobs you have with terith and with edith, as well as some future plans that we may have talked about in the past. if you can wait, then...i'm glad...but if you can't, then that's fine too.

i don't know how long i'll take. weeks, months, you might be surprised, i might just decide never to come back, but i hope it doesn't come to that. i trust my heart that it won't allow me to throw away what little preciousness i've found here.

for sal:

for hero:

for julee:

for sword bruh:

for the banana:

for vindy:

for ai:

thanks, you all. this community has seen so much in these past few months. though that's not much coming from me who doesn't really seem to be there. but anywho, take care all you lovely people. let's all pull through.

see ya!

I'm so sorry to hear all this Teri... All that I can say is, I wish you much strength for the future and I hope you will return to the site to pull some crazy shenanigans And also to bless us with your pretty Face claims.

If you ever feel the need to talk about something, you have my Skype and you are in the group chat so if you need some encouragement!!! ^^

Good luck teri, stay safe and keep that pretty Skype avatar!!!

Teri :(

Don't worry ^^ I will wait for you! That's what friends are for and I hope you come back in one piece!

Don't give up Teri! I will always be here for you.

'if you believe it's impossible, then it will be impossible, but you believe there's a way, then the world will offer up its powers to you, there's nothing you can't do if your will is strong enough... '

Just as Sal said, I will wait. I know things have been tough lately. You'll come back stronger for sure. "Believe in the me that believes in you." Trust me.

Damn, i'm sorry to hear. I hope you enjoy this much needed R&R. We will be here awaiting your triumphant return home :D

Jeezus, you're making me sad now pwp

I know things have been tough for you, so please, just rest up your mind - if you ever need us, you know where to go.

Good luck!

Take the break you need Terith, We'll all be here when you're ready to come back <3

Best of luck to you, and I hope to see you again soon~