A dark angel(private, me and KTH)

Takumi was sitting alone at his customary back table, fiddling with his amulet. His cloak was spread around him in a dark cloud. He was muttering to himself, his eyes dark and full of heavy emotions. His chocolate hair fell in front of his face, and he brushed it away with a sweep of his hand.

Takumi looked up. "Oh, hi Julius-kun. I didn't notice you. I'm... not exactly doing well right now. My sister... She joined a dark guild, tried to kill me and our other sister. I'm not in the best mood right now, unfortunately." He replied. Takumi sat up, his tall frame had been hunched over, as though his emotions were weighing him down physically. He stopped fiddling with the emerald amulet and looked straight at Julius with those sapphire blue eyes. His delicate face lifted up to reveal dark circles ringing his eyes.

Takumi was even more disheveled than normal, his eyes ringed with dark circles, his clothes wrinkled, and his hair unbrushed. His eyes were full of pain, but also held a spark, a spark of light. he was going through unspeakable agony, but he still managed to look hopeful and warm. how was that even possible?

Takumi looked at Julius. "There's nothing on your face, Julius. I'm just... worn out, a bit. It's just a bit hard trying to deal with the fact that one of my sisters, who i've practically raised since we were orphaned at 10, wants to kill me." Takumi did look rather tired... His dark cloak fluttered about him as he sat up straighter, still holding Julius's gaze.

Takumi was veeeery tired. "Goddammit, I need to stop wallowing in self pity!" He exclaimed. He adjusted his shirt, but winced. The pain as starting again... He took a blue phial out of his pocket and swallowed the contents before the pain could get any worse. His side was throbbing as he swallowed the contents.

''not really, no.'' takumi stood up, lifting his shirt to reveal a wine coloured marking across his entire left side of his torso. he pulled his shirt back over it, his eyes feverish. there was a flush in his cheeks... takumi was drunk, drunk on wine and his own emotions.

"No... don't go. Please." Takumi ran after Julius, still surprisingly light on his feet and steady as a rock. He grabbed Julius by the hand. His sapphire eyes locked on julius's own once more. And then he did something that was stupid? probably. dangerous? most likely. He pulled Julius closer, wrapped his arms around him, and kissed him. Surprisingly, he smelled clean and sweet, and not like alchohol. Tears dripped down his face as he kissed Julius, memories boiling up by the thousand.

“because you're different from anyone i've ever met before. you're the person who came to comfort the poor sad new guy. you're the person who greeted me with a bear hug when i joined the guild, even though you didn't know me. you are a good person, and I can't seem to help myself around people like you.” Takumi was cursing himself as an idiot internally. he felt so stupid now...

"It seems I really am horrible with people. What was I thinking?" Takumi's head was throbbing, his skull about to split open from pain. He clutched at his amulet like a lifeline, as if it were the only thing keeping him from collapsing on the spot. Takumi looked at Julius, blue eyes glistening. "This isn't even what I really look like." Takumi grabbed a cup of water and dumped it over his head. The brown began to wash out of his hair, the tan from his skin as well. Soon his skin and hair were both silvery white, his eyes even more startlingly bright against the pale backdrop of Takumi's face. Those blue eyes were almost painfully bright against his white skin. Takumi was even more startlingly pale than normal, his black clothes making him as white as snow.

Takumi pulled away with a blush, unable to hide it with his pale skin. His dripping hair fell in his eyes. "Julius. Its nice of you to say that, but it's something that always happens. I always do something that pushes peopl e away. Nothing new really happened here, nothing that hasn't already happened." Takumi went to step backwards, but he must've tripped, because a moment later, he was falling. As takumi fell his head struck the nearest table, and he began bleeding from a gash on his forehead. "Julius, I can't even keep myself from getting hurt." Takumi got up and winced slightly, before ripping a strip from the bottom of his cloak to press against the gash.

"You're right, Julius. I should be more positive. I'm sorry for that negativity." Takumi looked at Julius and dropped the strip of cloth that he was holding to the gash. He crossed the distance between them and hugged the other boy. "Thank you for trying so hard to cheer me up, Julius. It means a lot to me."

"Not everyone Julius. I still have one sister, and Fairy Tail will always be family to me." Takumi knew they always would be family, even though he hadn't been part of the guild for that long. Everyone was so full of life, it was near impossible no to think of yourself as belonging to a huge family of other wizards.