The reason for this thread is for people concerned with it, or if you really want something to read. Regardless, I guess it's directed towards everyone.
So recently, I haven't been doing much. I've been in only a few threads so far, I haven't gone on some crazy app-grading spree like I used to--though I am still doing staff work.
This is mostly because there's a thing that everyone calls "motivation" and "muse" is going down. While I'm not necessarily going to resign from any positions, or take a leave from the site, this thread is more of a warning or explanation as to why people probably don't see me doing much.
Right now I'm in a weird purgatory state in the site; nothing bad is happening to me at all, but I'm not in paradise either. I'm in an awkward situation where I really don't know where I want to go. I'm stuck with both myself in real life, and my character on here. So I've had a lot of uncertainties lately, and I've just been laying low, refusing to speak in a lot of the group chats I've in, or doing something too active. While I really want the activity to pick up, at the same time I know things are just going to get more hectic to me, so I'd rather not put anything on my plate that I won't finish.
In conclusion: I'm not dead, I'm not leaving, but I'm not feeling too well about myself. So...I'll still be around, I'll still do stuff, and I'll still do staff work. Just don't expect me to be this rolling thunder like I used to be.