So as the title says, this is a farewell. Permanently. Some of you already have heard about this, and to those who haven’t- I’m really, really sorry. Hell- most of you might not even want me here! I don’t know anything about what you guys do or don’t want really..
Currently- I’ll list the problems happening for me.
I’ve recently come down with a severe case of depression
I’ve lost all muse for this site
Personally, there are countless problems happening for this site- but none of them horrible to the point that’d I’d list them- I’ll talk about this a bit more in a little bit..
I’ve come down with severe anorexia (according to several people)
My mother has just broken up with a psychotic boyfriend of hers and our entire family is now fearful for our lives because of this.
Anyways, there are several more, but I won’t list them because this isn’t an ‘all my problems’ thread- it’s simply me saying goodbye to some of my favorite people in my life, some I’d even call family to a certain degree and those people know who they are, easily.
To those I never really got to know.. I wish I did, you all seem like great people and this site has just been growing to be better and better as the months go by. I mean hell, when I first joined an entire year and a month or so ago, this place was a breeding ground for drama and anger, negativity and whispered put-downs, then the constant insulting those behind peoples backs. It scared me in the beginning really- but you people made me stay, you made me think of this place as home almost. I was able to create characters that I actually cried writing their death for and that was a serious first.
Everyone is so cheerful and happy now in the chat box, despite the occasional frustrating argument that can only boil over slowly. Okay, now I’m just rambling- but it’s all I can do right now. Well, now I’m gunna leave a couple messages for people that really left an impact for me on this site- whether they’re gone now or not.
I don’t even really need to say anything, you know how much I love you and how much I care about you. Really, you’re one of the top people I’m gunna miss but I’m glad I have you on Skype to talk to~ Seriously! I’m totally gunna be hitting you up more often to talk to!
I can barely remember the day I first met you, but I want you to know, you exceed what I expected. You were a literal angel the first time I met you!
I’m totally gunna talk to you more on Skype, hell to the yes thank you very much.
You’re another one of those that I first met, a graciously kind person and when I was going through social anxiety and utterly terrified to go into the chat box, you pretty much welcomed me with open arms, I swear to god. I can never thank you enough for that. Hey, I’m still surprised you put up with the nickname Ari for so long! Meh- ain’t stopping now!
Thank you, again~
that’s all I can say
You’ve helped me with so much throughout the year, enough that I can never described how grateful I am now for meeting you.
You really are an amazing person and I can’t wait to talk to you more in the future!
sorry for not saying more, started crying 3
don’t even have to say anything
you know how much I care about you, ya beautiful butt < 3
- “Basilisk Fang Members and Former Members:
You people were quite literally my family sense day one and I can’t thank you enough
and if you try to shut down I will come back from the grave and shove you all into existence again I s2g ppl d o n o t t e s t m e
God, I wish you never left.. You were an amazing person and I really, really, freaking miss you. I miss you leading BF like you did previously
and if you ever see this- hit me up on Skype < 3
H E L L O
WAS IT ME YOU’RE LOOKING FOR?!
you sir, are an amazing friend and I miss talking to you. Hell- I have no idea what happened. All I know is that we suddenly.. Stopped talking, even in the chat box. There was no more hugging, snuggling, any of that jazz. I kinda miss hanging out with you, talking, blah blah blah- so hit me up on Skype some time!
and i s2g if you do a poof, i’mma kick yo fiery butt < 3
i’m not even gunna say anything
you know well and good that I think of you as some creepy family member or some crap
and if you want me to elaborate.. o- o WHO THE HELL YOU TALKIN TO?!
nononono, just hit me up over Skype fam < 3
- “Cow [you know who you are Seijin:
do i need to say anything to you
don’t deny it
c o w
C O W
and also thank you for returning my luck in BGO back~ I can finally kick my boyfriend’s ass now at that game!
okay, because I don’t want to fill this post up with spoilers, I know I missed about 20-50 people, people that I will never forget about. Hell- will I ever forget this place? Answer is no. Beucase who the hell could forget this trashcan of a place that I love with all my heart?!
The people who know I love them and care about them closely as friends to the point that it hurts, you know who you are. And if you don’t, come ask me over skype- most of you should have me on Skype. Hell, it’s even on my profile if you need it.
Crim stop it
GOD DAMMIT CRIM NO I S2G
Anyways- I’m leaving my glow to Akryn, he can do whatever the hell he wants with it. And all jewels from my alt Alex and all jewels from this account will go to Marshy- which is about 800ish thousand.
Hey guys, I love you. You are literally my family and i will never think otherwise seeing as you’ve helped me through so many life problems I had- whether it was depression, stress, anxiety, cancer. You name, you guys helped me through it and I can never say thank you more.
So, I’ll say it one more time. Thank you. And goodbye~!
also, get your GODDAMN act together Heero- I swear to god you crude, uptight, cocky, asshat.