Sadly, he probably won’t live till this June.. Why this is affecting me as much as it is, is the fact that my Grandfather has been there my entire life, and he’s the one that played the role of basically both my mother and father, especially when my mom was gone quite a bit when I was young and I’d never met my father before. So, to have someone as great as him leave my life is taking a great toll on my life. And, it’s not something that can be avoided.. If his COPD was treated years ago, he might still be able to live for another 5 or 10 years. So.. I decided recently, that I won’t cry now and I’ll relish the time that I have left with him..
So, I’m going to be quite inactive for awhile. I’ll pop in whenever I can, post, and the such. But, I’m really, really sorry for those who’ve been waiting for me to post.. I’ll try and post for whoever I need to today or tomorrow, but after that. Yeah. I’m really, really sorry. I also want to apologize if I’ve been violent or rude at all, the stress of my moms violent relationships has been taking huge tolls on me as well. So I hope you’ll forgive me..
And now, if you’ve read through all of that and have put up with it for this long, thanks! But, for a while, this will be a small, temporary farewell!